Speedy, sorry i didn't get to your PM yet been a busy bee on BL this morning. Just take it slow. It can be really intense. Get a feel for it. use a meth pipe or just a one hitter type bat works pretty well too. Id start with 15 or 20 mg and work your way up. It only lasts like 5-10 min but the comeup can be pretty abrupt. Id meditate and clear your mind first. breathing exercises. I don't think ive ever had any body load that was really noticeable. sometimes I thought i would forget to breathe or something, but that was an irrational fear.
Wooh man. third night with little sleep. Day 4 of that insidious kratom WD from a few months of use lol. Healing up pretty good and came around pretty quick this time around. Six months ago it would have taken me a month to recover so thats progress. the wd hasn't been too bad really but still kinda shitty. Thought i would be mostly better today but my pupils are still big and im still cold and no sleep. gonna make it tho.

then once a week (or so). no desire to use it every day again. too many side effects. probably wait another week before indulging bc id rather not restart the process. Overall the experience was pretty PG and was really only bad for 12 hours or so and not all at once.
Willow, I like that kind of weed too. I prefer just a little comfy buzz...leave getting wrecked for the youngsters lol
My girl finishes school next week. fuck yeah. 2.5 years of it and it was stressful. she really hates school and she didn't really get any breaks, it was 2.5 consecutive years with maybe two or three weeks worth of breaks. I was in withdrawal from APs almost the whole time, shes stressed the fuck out from school, oh the madness. lol. shit was heavy and rocky for a while. she worked hard and im very proud of her and the way she handled things. hopefully we get rich soon. gonna surprise her with some orange sunshine. mrs jammin loves some good strong acid and she needs a break from reality. she deserves it.
trying to put together a costa rica getaway for her. we both desperately need a vacation and my buddy has a place in dominical. free digs=nice score. %)
have a good weekend dudes. leave yall with a little psydub