So on ETH-LAD....
I found it very similar to LSD (obviously), but harder to navigate at many points during the trip, and there's a lot of added chaos because of the rough bodyload/high which makes it even harder. I wonder how strong/annoying the bodyload is for you guys, to me I was never particularly uncomfortable or so, but the heaviness is still there, and it's there for the whole trip, and it's like a consideration I was making very often in whatever.
After the initial chaos of coming up, things settled somewhat, and then I think that somewhat around 2-3 hours in things were really clicking in an LSD like ('the key is right there') way, but once I lost that flair and flow, I couldn't find it again. So I spent most of the time in quite a thick, and what seemed to me unnavigatable headspace. I definitely need much more experience, it took me many trips with LSD, and maybe even a higher dose, but I'm not sure if what I am pursuing by doing that is worth pursuing. Is it? Of course this is all in comparison to LSD itself, and I had an amazing time in general, but something's missing to make it fully click, and I for sure need to find a way to fully come to terms with the bodyload, I will always be at least a little annoyed lol.
Maybe I'm getting too hung up on trying to find an easy flow through, or I'm just reading too much into it.. anyway, I'll for sure try this again someday, for sure, maybe at a higher dose but for now I leave just a little disappointed, although I recognize that that's most likely my fault
