Vastness
Bluelight Crew
When you guys talk about "shatter" this is something vapeable, yes? I think so but just occurred to me I'm somewhat unclear on if it's a liquid that can vaped with a standard vaping rig or requires a specialised device more akin to a herb vaporiser. I must get some THC vape liquid again, I had what I thought was that previously but after reviewing a few testing sites I concluded it was highly likely all the stuff I thought was THC liquid was in fact a varied mix of really new synthetics, 4F-MDBD-BINACA, 5-MDBD-something-something... so really put me off. Been looking into some sources I think might be more reliable recently though. That or weed... always a winner... but, smoking's bad for you, goddammit. 
Taking a rare foray into MXE again tonight - although only 30mg so far - after 2mg etizolam weakened my resolve... no drug November is becoming a fairly shaky prospect.
I have an excuse though, been kinda sad today since a last minute date cancellation from a girl I only knew for a very short time, actually less than a week, but thought we really connected, had some of the most interesting conversations I've had in a while - and she is stunningly attractive, but, wasn't to be, she'd been seeing someone else and it was just getting more serious recently, like in the last day or so, apparently, so... major bummer.
But, everything's happening the way it was always going to happen and was always supposed to happen, no sense fighting against immutable reality, I'll accept this just like we all accept everything eventually. Plenty more fish in the psychic sea.
Other than that my 4-HO-MIPT arrived - so, yay! :D Even considered doing some tonight, been in a pretty good place recently despite this transient wobble... but probably inadvisable... got commitments early tomorrow too and it's a little late to dose now.
Wishing happiness and freedom from suffering to you all!

Taking a rare foray into MXE again tonight - although only 30mg so far - after 2mg etizolam weakened my resolve... no drug November is becoming a fairly shaky prospect.

But, everything's happening the way it was always going to happen and was always supposed to happen, no sense fighting against immutable reality, I'll accept this just like we all accept everything eventually. Plenty more fish in the psychic sea.
Other than that my 4-HO-MIPT arrived - so, yay! :D Even considered doing some tonight, been in a pretty good place recently despite this transient wobble... but probably inadvisable... got commitments early tomorrow too and it's a little late to dose now.
Wishing happiness and freedom from suffering to you all!
