Just A Guy
Bluelight Crew
Man, the darknet is what really went to shit, I feel. The RC scene in the US is really shit. I think I'm better off for it. lol Strictly marijuana and psychs. Maybe I should cut those out, too. lol How have you been, Solipsis? The rest of you? I've been putting so much time and energy into my job, which has left me so tired but with so little time to waste--I sure try to use what I have left wisely.
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Hahahaha! This is how I perceive people when I'm on weed and stims -- it's just out there. I have to sigh and remind myself of my altered state, and parlay with my anxiety such that I realize that worrying is not helpful anyway. Hahahaha I have been especially prone to anxiety lately.
Guerilla farming sounds like a fun thing to try.
joost a gooey out
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Going to the park was alright, I dumped some sketchy woodloving mycelium in a spot in the woods (for fun, not for serious guerilla farming).. but then I saw that all the people in the park were really horrifying this time even though I didn't have a negative mindset (and was also past that insane peak which I wouldn't really like to have in public for now). There was just so much hopelessness in their eyes and behavior. And they weren't just standard junkies or something at all, but somehow menacing. Also some wasted kids but they didn't scare me. I didn't really judge anyone I saw, but it just impressed me - the behavior of some of the people seemed extremely weird to me and just scary like zombies moaning crazy things and reaching their arms and shit.
Hahahaha! This is how I perceive people when I'm on weed and stims -- it's just out there. I have to sigh and remind myself of my altered state, and parlay with my anxiety such that I realize that worrying is not helpful anyway. Hahahaha I have been especially prone to anxiety lately.
Guerilla farming sounds like a fun thing to try.
joost a gooey out
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