Zeta:
Welp, we cracked, but it was totally worth it. We're still on break through the end of the year from all other drugs but decided we didn't want to hold off psychedelics anymore, we just get too much out of them to want to wait.
Took 125 mg of 4C-D this morning and it was awesome.
Honestly one of the most delightfully unusual substances I've ever known. This was our fourth experience and highest dosage yet and it feels like we finally crossed a threshold most who've written about 4C-D so far have complained about not passing themselves, even with slightly higher dosages, but it seems like we may be relatively sensitive to phenethylamines in general so far. For the first three hours it felt all psychedelic, and the strange thing is that it felt clearly related to the DOx family, but despite that still felt by far the most like a 4-substituted tryptamine, especially 4-HO-MPT, which confirmed our suspicions from lower dosages. It was significantly (but not hugely) visual for the first time but almost exclusively in the way that they emanate from the mind's eye, nothing from external perception processing except very slight drifting and warping at times. Very lovely in the mind's eye though, geometry like 2C-C, imagery like 4-HO-MPT, complexity like DOB. Really good stuff when you can find it. Headspace easy and sexy when stimulating but sometimes also a bit too heavy for it like the more immobilizing parts of DOB and DOC.
At around three hours in there was a sudden transformation where the psychedelic effects lightened and the music euphoria, energy, and sociality started shooting up. By five hours in we feel like we're floating around the house rather than walking, chewing gum to help with the heavy clenching, eyes are wiggling just a bit and vision is quite blurred, starting to breath heavily and moan, music sounds incredible and fully captivating, we're not hungry but eat a bit anyway and it's the best thing we've ever eaten or drank, hot water in the shower is heavenly, sexual stimulation is orgasmic without having to do anything. It's been many years since we've taken MDMA but you don't forget this feeling. We spent a few hours total up and down in this wonderfully nostalgic place before it started calmly drifting back down into the lingering phase of the aforementioned psychedelic effects. Still going on that, subtle but clear. ❤
I'll write a trip report probably in a few days but I want to give it time to see what the day after is like and also if there are going to be any lasting therapeutic effects, which is something we went into this experience particularly interested to inspect. Just wanted to put a little bit about it out there for now, and then get back to enjoying it in the meantime.
Buzz, I'm glad to hear you got so much out of the DOiP at that dosage, and can't wait to hear all about it.
Hope everyone else is having a lovely day as well. ☮