Hey everyone! Hope all is well.
Sorry I was in a pretty dark place the last time I posted after my dad passed away. It's been a tough couple of weeks but I'm starting to get a grip on my emotions. A lot of misplaced anger, guilt, blame and every other crappy emotion you can think of... on myself/him/God/fate/everybody/nobody/etc.???
Need to get back to my dream thread after two long nights of vivid dreams, nightmares, night terrors, false awakenings and such. Keep dreaming that I wake up thinking that my dad is still alive and I just dreamed that he died, then wake up and realize that he's really gone, then fall back to sleep and dream that he's alive again... very disorienting and spooky sometimes, but I'm getting used to it.
Peace, Love and Faith,
Dreamflyer