Pfafffed
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What's Upstart?
What's Upstart?
Depends on what you're willing to do to pay it off and how hard it is for you to pay down.
You could try talking to the creditor directly.
Consumer proposal lowers the amount owed and decreases interest to 0% (in Canada anyway).
The amount you owe isn't really worth taking a hit on your credit though by doing something as drastic as a consumer proposal unless you're really struggling to pay it down.
I was at ~38k in credit cards with an average of 19% interest and the consumer proposal cut it to ~21k with 0% interest. I'm paying 350$/mth now as opposed to having paid 800-1000$/mth before the proposal and that amount was paying it down very slowly between the two cards and another debt I had then.
It's immensely improved my quality of life. More wine, less interest.
It's also allowed me to save decent amounts of money whilst paying my debts off. Something I wasn't able to do before because I could not make returns larger than the interest I was paying so it didn't make financial/mathematical sense.
I'm now, just 7 months later well on my way to my semi-retirement plan in ten years.
Mind you, I now have a damaged credit report and credit score. Which I don't care about as I don't need credit now or in the foreseeable future. I have a home, I have a company vehicle, I'm not planning on buying property on debt. Also, the proposal is only listed on my report for 1 year after discharge, which can be a maximum of five years in Canada. So, at most 6 years. I can also apply for credit during it and have my credit utility accounts still building up my credit score as I'm paying all my bills.
Not sure if something like this is available where you are but it may be worth looking into if you're not able to keep up with your payments.
Good to hear mate, I'm genuinelu pleased you have had this freeing and by the spunds positive, let alone extraordinary experience with no downsides.Ever get that good idea to go eat all the acid while already on acid. Well im glad it turned out amazing ate a strip at 2 hour mark added on top as that kicked in things got reallly really crazy i was staring outside at nature seeing the infinite nature of creation "god" and the entire multiverse unfold before my eyes. A deep peace and understanding of the dualism balance. Seeing half the infinite realms dark and the other half light chasing each other through reality.
Had been scared to go back that deep with LSD for a while since i had bad times with cannabis mixed it on top.
The whole experince has gotten alot more fluid even more psychedelic and easier to handle since i quit smoking cannabis daily.
Makes me want to repeat ram dass experiment of eating 400 ug every 4 hours for two week straights just to stay in that state of seeing straigh through the veil of illusion.
still getting peaks a bit where the lsd just takes over the world for a bit hoping i ain't perma fried myself this time haha.
These are dosed 105 ug 99.9% California fluff unpref sheet just markings to cut. strip of 5. Haha man if i had those cali sunshine blotters i would of been forever gone for the next two days.Good to hear mate, I'm genuinelu pleased you have had this freeing and by the spunds positive, let alone extraordinary experience with no downsides.
From our little pm interactions, I realise now that I could tell that you needed this experience and you have spoken many times of your reservations about the higher dosages and more intensive voyages these days.
So you squeezed that one in perfectly to set you up for a break where hopefully you will generally feel more fulfilled and content.
By the way, I gotta ask bro cos I am OCD haha, and the right curious cat.
What do you mean by a strip? 5? 10?
And when you say your Cali sheet, do you mean the same ones as I mentioned I have 5 legit tabs of, at least 220ug? With the Sun and blue and yellow all over, 25 tab mini prints?
Just curious mate answer any time or not at all. As long as you are cool and have stayed in a good, positive and free headspace to look and move forward now.
I hope to hear a little further update or comment from you in due time, somewhere hopefully, like a retrospective perception, feeling about this trip.
Just out of pure interest again haha! Take care bro have a wicked continued trip and afterglow!
Oh also, I think I recall now- when I have dosed heavy and REALLY gotten up there and tripped- I swear I remember many points where I almost thought I had straightened out. It is an illusion, but a beautiful one. And then a moment later, or a while later, I realise- holy fuck I'm still tripping off my face! Haha.
I fully agree with the comments you made to me about duration at higher doses, as we discussed.
So if "strip" means anywhere close to my minimum idea of 5, and they are 200ug plus tabs (or maybe the 105ug ones you have had around?)...
Either way, you should still be pretty up there dude. Have a good one.
Lol, so my intuition was pretty bang on eventually. If it had been a betting matter I would have put money on 5 of the 105 ug tabs. Good dose, and yeah by redosing, you come up initially more comfortably, adjust, set the scene, then can really take off with a sizeable redose with so much less angst.These are dosed 105 ug 99.9% California fluff unpref sheet just markings to cut. strip of 5. Haha man if i had those cali sunshine blotters i would of been forever gone for the next two days.
Yesterday I was doing intense re-organization of my closets and drawers (Yeah ... quarantine fun times), and inside a small box I found half a gram of 2C-C I thought I had lost ! Yay !
Also found some cannabis and half a tab of ETH-LAD. There were various syringes in there too. Realized what a sketchy drawer I have at my nightstand xD. But I'm sure someone else here can relate.
LOL... my desk drawer is the sketchiest. I kinda want to take a picture but it's so sketchy I'm afraid to. Layers of drugs and random spilled powders (stuff like L-theanine/etc but who would know but me?) I got to clean that motherfucker...