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We've got some old timers posting on this page. Awesome!

See? Once you go BL, you never go back.
 
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Morning everyone :)

Just had a nice wake & bake followed by some delicious breakfast, and then found some money I didn't know I had.

Wandered off when I was writing this post and then found even more money. If I didn't know better I'd be hitting the tables after this stroke of luck ;)
 
delta_9 said:
Me too :(
What ever happened to him anyway?
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He had a child and even though I moved away from the area where I was local to him I try to stay in contact with him & his family. I just recently found out he's incarcerated. I'm going to be sending him some mail & a drawing that I did for him. When he's out I'll have to convince him to come back to BL, at least for a brief visit, if anything.

If anyone has something they want to say to him I'll include it in my letter to him :D

It'll go like;

delta_9 : [message]

& so on..


I bet he would absolutely love it.


Lurve & Lite to the PD crew <3

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What an awful time to get locked up, right after he has a kid :( Although I suppose there's no good time to get locked up. I hope he's not in for long.
A good friend of mine was locked up about 2 years ago(he's out now), and one of the things he said hurt him the most was that he felt forgotten by his friends and family. As far as I know, no one wrote or visited him at all.
I'm glad Charlie has a friend like you who is still thinking about him and showing him love :) Although we were never super close or anything, I would love to write hit a short message.
I'll be sure to send you a PM tomorrow Laika.
 
Jesus cosmic charlie has a kid?? And he's incarcerated?? That sucks, been there myself. I do have somewhat of a beef with the guy, which is why I stopped visiting another forum we were on together. Didn't know he was known around here. He always had a bug benzo problem and blew me off many times because of it. It's just frustrating sometimes to watch someone spiral out when you can't do anything about it. I wish him the best though, especially as a father.
 
delta_9 said:
What an awful time to get locked up, right after he has a kid :( Although I suppose there's no good time to get locked up. I hope he's not in for long.
A good friend of mine was locked up about 2 years ago(he's out now), and one of the things he said hurt him the most was that he felt forgotten by his friends and family. As far as I know, no one wrote or visited him at all.
I'm glad Charlie has a friend like you who is still thinking about him and showing him love :) Although we were never super close or anything, I would love to write hit a short message.
I'll be sure to send you a PM tomorrow Laika.
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Thanks man that's really cool. I'm certain it will put a smile on his face, even if you two weren't necessarily close, I know that he loved Bluelight immensely and getting a message from any Bluelighters while on the "inside" will make him happy.


cryptix420 said:
Jesus cosmic charlie has a kid?? And he's incarcerated?? That sucks, been there myself. I do have somewhat of a beef with the guy, which is why I stopped visiting another forum we were on together. Didn't know he was known around here. He always had a bug benzo problem and blew me off many times because of it. It's just frustrating sometimes to watch someone spiral out when you can't do anything about it. I wish him the best though, especially as a father.
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Hey cryptix, I only ever knew Cosmic Charlie from Bluelight, not any other forums. It has the possibility of being a fairly used name, because I think it's a reference to the Grateful Dead bear or something like that.

He was the first Bluelighter I ever met in person & he opened me up to a world of meeting BL'ers. I will always cherish my friendship with him for that.

I didn't know he was on any other forums, but I'm sure he very well could have been. I know the time he spent here at Bluelight he was a moderator of New Member Intros for quite a while, until he had a baby and had to focus on that kind of stuff. Which I guess was about two years ago now. He was fairly well known around here for a while, and had a pretty high post count.

I know he was a fan of benzos & got pretty into phenazepam at times. So I suppose the CC's match up fairly well. I tried to persuade him into not taking benzos constantly. (I'm not a fan of benzos at all, myself)
I'm sorry you guys had some rough times in your friendship, I have faith in him though to mend all wounds he may have inflicted in the past.
How did he blow you off?
 
^ sake is the bees knees. If only any and all things Asian didn't remind me of my recent ex-girlfriend....that Japanese Italian Angel/Demon...can't quite figure out which. Ah the heart...so damned complicated these emotions are to unravel.

@ Laika -

we were supposed to hang out a number of different times, each time it would be a different excuse but I could always tell from his voice when he was barred out. Those benzos are addicting as hell. I'm still recovering from an ankle sprain I incurred during a week of my life I don't remember at all thanks to phenazepam. Quite the wake up call, that drug was. I remember reading a trip report on it where the person mentioned something like 'this drug can change a whole lot in your life real quick' I keep thinking of that sentence. So true. Such a scary benzo when you don't have proper weighing tools and such a huge amount... "oh, just a bit more"
 
cryptix420 said:
^ sake is the bees knees. If only any and all things Asian didn't remind me of my recent ex-girlfriend....that Japanese Italian Angel/Demon...can't quite figure out which. Ah the heart...so damned complicated these emotions are to unravel.

@ Laika -

we were supposed to hang out a number of different times, each time it would be a different excuse but I could always tell from his voice when he was barred out. Those benzos are addicting as hell. I'm still recovering from an ankle sprain I incurred during a week of my life I don't remember at all thanks to phenazepam. Quite the wake up call, that drug was. I remember reading a trip report on it where the person mentioned something like 'this drug can change a whole lot in your life real quick' I keep thinking of that sentence. So true. Such a scary benzo when you don't have proper weighing tools and such a huge amount... "oh, just a bit more"
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Yes man, it certainly is a very scary drug indeed. Proper weighing tools or not, I still would always advise against it. A doctor can help you out way more than phenazepam can, if it really really needs to come down to that.

So you're from Nj? What part?
 
Nah, I'm from oklahoma but I've lived in cali for a couple years. He always talked about being from the east coast though.
 
Sake :| Tried it a few times and was thoroughly put off. Maybe I just had a bad brand? Eh, never been much of a drinker anyway. It's actually been over 2 years since I've been drunk. I had 1 beer at my buddy's new years part a few months ago. What can I say? Everyone there was wasted and I didn't have the patience to try explain to them my distate for booze. The funny thing was since everyone was so drunk they just kept packing bongs and forgetting about them. Needless to say I more than helped myself to that :D
 
^ haha, score!

I've tried sake a couple of times. I guess it was okay. I don't allow myself to get drunk if I indulge in alcohol. I keep it to a minimum. But I gotta say, Sake was one of the more tastier alcoholic beverages I've indulged in. Not sure what getting drunk from it would be like. Probably would feel like getting drunk or something..
;)
 
I really do wish it was perfectly safe to roll more frequently than it is, I feel a strong urge to roll today, even have my planned doses for my next roll: 100mg 6-APB + 70mg 5-APB. It's technically only one day under the "one month rule", but since I took both MDMA + Methylone last month with only a week's space in between I feel like I need to wait.

More weed for now though, I was trying to save my weed so I could be a little frugal with my money, but since I found money today I've got no need to do so and can smoke the rest quite happily :D
 
Laika said:
He had a child and even though I moved away from the area where I was local to him I try to stay in contact with him & his family. I just recently found out he's incarcerated. I'm going to be sending him some mail & a drawing that I did for him. When he's out I'll have to convince him to come back to BL, at least for a brief visit, if anything.

If anyone has something they want to say to him I'll include it in my letter to him :D

It'll go like;

delta_9 : [message]

& so on..


I bet he would absolutely love it.


Lurve & Lite to the PD crew <3

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Oh lawd :( I didn't know he finally got put away. I've had AIM off for ages until recently..He was one of the only PDers besides LMA that I talked to since my long break from this site.
 
It certainly isn't any sort of life sentence or anything.(No serious crime was committed) He is currently just in the county jail, but probably has been for a couple of months now. I hope to find out more information on his situation, to know if he'll be imprisoned or not after a potential hearing.
 
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