Mr Christ sir, I think you might enjoy this:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_chemical_compounds_with_unusual_names 
lookit lookit, the funny shapez!!
So, I had my first martial arts 'friendly' fight tonight to close the sesh - have not had much general training experience but apparently I'm advancing like a mofo and did pretty well against someone who's got like a year or more on me. I'm so proud! Still lost though, but at the start I got some really sweet moves that pissed him off. It was an ex-colleague of mine, became a friend fast and was the reason I joined. I tried keeping up and did, very correct counter moves and proper blocking... but the last 30 seconds I was exhausted (mind you this was at the end of heavy training) and he just lunged at me with flurries lol.
It's called pencak silat by the way.
Hey, I have been thinking about getting tattoos for a while now. One good reason is to symbolize one crazy phase in my life and now cleaning up my act totally. I am being redirected to an addiction clinic where they will help me taper off from my current daily 12 mg dose - I already started the Ashton scheme... but also I will probably get help with the general drug-seeking mentality. I fully agree, have gotten off shit like stims because I am fucking fed up, and I am tapering benzo's because I simply do not want to be dependent. Problem is though, I still got this mode that makes me think like: oooh modafinil will come in handy right now. And tbh I am getting ketamine cravings again after not having thought about them for quite a long while.
Anyway it will be shitty to confront this but I think it's a very good thing.
I still feel though, that psychedelics are special. Another long break like before is probably best for me, just not to confuse myself about what is okay and what is not... but at some point I will pick up tripping again and monitor my mental health (which, I feel, if anything improves with them IF they are not used inappropriately and IF I make sure not to get into a hellish setting like one traumatizing mosquito raid - long story).
So to return to the tattoos, I won't do that before I get into at least moderate shape again and work out semi regularly. I don't need to be super buff, but if I would do it right now it would be too junkie-style.
Anyway I would like to put one on each arm: the first and second law of thermodynamics combined with a Sphongle line. I don't mean to borrow from them (i.e. shame it's unoriginal) but it is just too beautiful to let it stand in the way I think.
Also combining it with the laws of thermodynamic is not something they did.
So on one arm the first law - 'conservation of energy': the tat would be the formula for it and the text "NOTHING IS LOST"
On the other arm the second law - 'entropy': the tat would be the formula for it and the text "NOTHING LASTS"
I probably would not want the formulae to be that big, I'd feel too nerdy and it's symbolic anyway.
I really have no idea IF and WHEN, but this sounds perfect to me - like a conclusion of years of tripping, a recurrent theme. I also am not sure if I would want them on my upper part of the arms or lower part. I really prefer the lower parts. And regarding jobs, worst thing that could happen is to have to wear long sleeves in summer right?
In general I am doing better and better - so a good time to do this would be if I both feel like I deserve to physically manifest a form of closure, I feel okay now in the sense of stabilized... but not yet free from the urge to self-medicate left and right. When I have swapped some of that for good things like working out and martial arts and cranking up the creative output and keep it up for a nice while - then. Then.