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ahhh i ate the last 3 grams of mushrooms, ate nothing but one bite of apple, and had a 7 hour candle lit bath. joy of joys !! buddha, god, awareness, the whole ballbags.

after i got out i ate a decent portion of wholemeal organic spaghetti, should sleep well tonight.
 
^ye ye ye bruddaaah

anyway i just came here to say that vaping 2C-C is highly effective. I put 20mg in my oil burner and got a few decent hits in before i accidentally burnt it. oopsie! that is the folly of man.

o and rick simpson cures cancer
 
Repeating the pattern of yesterday, only with nicer booze and a crappier cigar. I made a mistake eyeballing that 2c-e, I grossly overestimated my dosage and ened up just at +1. Considering snorting some to trip proper tonight, or just be content with my quite drunkenness...

Anyway, rog, I wanna say yours and others bezno addictions were not in vain, you have inspired me wiht a gigantic fear of benzo/GABA-ergic addiction and I have been able toavoid it so far and probably in the future. Nothin' dissauded me from opiate addiction, and though I hate w/d more than pretty much anything else, I have the feeling I'll bring myself to that state again in the futuer at some point.
 
^Probably better to overestimate then underestimate when it comes to 2C-E. Yeah?

Bought meself some johnny walker green label today, drinking a few shots...A smooth drink indeed. Thinking of eating a few dexamphetaminee tablets my bro gave...Yeah?

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^I will energetically convey some regurgitaed whiskey your way rog. Hows that sound?

It is a lovely drink, but I feel a bit nauseous after drinking it straight. Time to get some pepsi and hopefuly end up vomiting on someone I don't know

Willow, I'm convinced you're secretly a bank robber. Staying in hotels all the time, spending $12,000! One day we're going to see your mug shot on the news.
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Damn my secrets out. Now everyone will have to die.

In truth, I do have quite a lot of money. My grandparents on both sides were extremely wealthy and I inhertied a decent chunk when I turned 25. The obly good thing my late father did for me was invest the money well and more then double it.

I'm staying in a 5 star hotel in sydney, hanging out with my older bro who works here, and just chilling. A fairly large portion of the $11,000 has been spent on the hotel, but a bit went a week ago on a new laptop and a mackie audio interface...
 
You've said too much willow. the whiskey FBI will not allow it.

edit:^lol wat. I eventually regained coherency and realized the insomnia would likely last the night. Looking in a mirror is still quite visual and all, but I'm feeling soberish otherwise...anyway why the fuck am I not the only person up right now? It's 330am man, and it's creeping me out people who normally complain if I so much as run water after 11pm (it disturbs their sleep) are still up and about. Really. wtf.

It seems I've gone the opposite of yesterday, took too much and lose hours of time in vague overwhelming psychedelia (eh, wasn't bad). I need a damn dissociative so this shit won't happen, haha. Also, am I the only one who starts salivating like crazy after snorting 2c-x? I mean really, I end up drooling all over the place because it's just non stop like a fountain and I'm too busy dealing with head shit to take care of it.


rog said:
The best value in whiskey available today, IMO Its been many, many months since I've drank any scotch -- I'm jealous!
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You can probably get a low end single malt for little enough that there should never ever be an excuse to drink a blended whisky. Blended whisky is for pussies who like their drinks "on the rocks" or some shit like that 'cause they can't handle it neat. nbd;js, Man, I'm really vociferous right now, eh?
 
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Darned lucky rich kids! ;) I think I'm glad I don't have that kind of money, given my compulsiveness it'd either all be gone in a week - I'd be in hospital pretty quick, or both. 8(

On that note though, have you thought about investing any of the money, or starting some kind of small business or anything? You can make that money go a long way if you're clever with it :D

Now you guys are making my whiskey cravings kick in! Though, today would be a good day for drink, so why not :)

Edit: The inactivity right now makes me feel like such a spammer :(
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I'm also a photoshop pro
 
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whats up jesus? how're you doing today man??

i love the day after an acid + MXE trip. the BEST afterglow, combined with the feeling that i have all my sanity back.. god i feel amazing and i love all my friends on BL <3. we really all the same people, just electrons and protons floating around in the universe. i felt my energy merge with my surroundings and i felt one
 
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laCster, hope the trip's going great :D

Regarding stimulants, I've always puzzled over why caffeine gives me the worst comedown of any drug. The minute the crash hits me I feel tired, extremely nauseous, I end up with a terrible throbbing headache, my sound perception is distorted, and occasionally I hallucinate. Currently going through that now, but at least the lack of energy might let me get an early night tonight :)
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I'm hypersensitive to caffeine. Evan a 100 mg caffeine tablet will give strong anxiety and even panic attacks. I only enjoy caffeine when drinking coke (hint: the one you get from stores :D) and tea in moderate amounts. It's strange that speed, meth, cocaine and the newer RC's MPA and Camfetamine don't produce these effects in moderate doses. The "high" is much stronger than on 100 mg caffeine on these compunds but I only get panicky if I take big doses of speed. Caffeine in much smaller doses makes me panicky, although fortunately I don't get any comedown from it.

I would like to have a cold beer now. I love beer. Especially on psychedelic trips it tastes fantastically good. I never trip without 2-3 beers. On one 4-HO-MiPT trip I opened a bottle of Corona and the taste blew me away. Beer had never tasted so good. I just had to make my friend take taste it and we were just in awe..."How can this taste so good?" We were just mesmerized by the taste. Many other foods and drinks on trips taste unbeliavable good too. It's like your taste sense is heightened to a whole new degree.

Btw, why do I always have an urge to smoke cigarrettes on trips? I sometimes smoke 2 packs, and since I normally don't smoke, it doesn't feel good in the lungs the day after.
 
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I'm doing just great thanks. All of a sudden I'm hit with the desire to take 4-AcO-DMT. Hmm.. Usually these desires are indicative of it being a good time, we'll see! :D

Sounds like you had a wonderful time. I do love the afterglow psychedelics give me. I swear, people who say weed is the best drug for food have never tasted a nice breakfast after a trip the night before!

Agreed, no other stimulant affects me that way. Ritalin made me very anxious, jittery, and paranoid - but it didn't feel as physically toxic as caffeine does to me.
 
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I'm hypersensitive to caffeine. Evan a 100 mg caffeine tablet will give strong anxiety and even panic attacks. I only enjoy caffeine when drinking coke (hint: the one you get from stores :D) and tea in moderate amounts. It's strange that speed, meth, cocaine and the newer RC's MPA and Camfetamine don't produce these effects in moderate doses. The "high" is much stronger than on 100 mg caffeine on these compunds but I only get panicky if I take big doses of speed. Caffeine in much smaller doses makes me panicky, although fortunately I don't get any comedown from it.

I would like to have a cold beer now. I love beer. Especially on psychedelic trips it tastes fantastically good. I never trip without 2-3 beers. On one 4-HO-MiPT trip I opened a bottle of Corona and the taste blew me away. Beer had never tasted so good. I just had to make my friend take taste it and we were just in awe..."How can this taste so good?" We were just mesmerized by the taste. Many other foods and drinks on trips taste unbeliavable good too. It's like your taste sense is heightened to a whole new degree.

Btw, why do I always have an urge to smoke cigarrettes on trips? I sometimes smoke 2 packs, and since I normally don't smoke, it doesn't feel good in the lungs the day after.
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whats up dude , how you doing man?

i dont like to drink during the trip, but i lov esome xanax and alcohol after my trip :) that's actaully waht i did last night

Jesusgreen said:
I'm doing just great thanks. All of a sudden I'm hit with the desire to take 4-AcO-DMT. Hmm.. Usually these desires are indicative of it being a good time, we'll see! :D

Sounds like you had a wonderful time. I do love the afterglow psychedelics give me. I swear, people who say weed is the best drug for food have never tasted a nice breakfast after a trip the night before!

Agreed, no other stimulant affects me that way. Ritalin made me very anxious, jittery, and paranoid - but it didn't feel as physically toxic as caffeine does to me.
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dooo it!!! DMT is fucking amazing ~!! yes, my trip was life changing, i feel like i am a new person. definitely better than just a MXE afterglow, its like.. euhoric. im getting some DMT soon, i wonder how it will be with DMT o_O
 
kthx

Happy thanksgiving PD.

I'm thankful for bluelight and the PD social. I'm not going home for the holidays this year until after the holidays, we'll see how that goes.
 
Just remember I'm talking 4-AcO-DMT not DMT. Closer to mushrooms or oral DMT, rather than smoked DMT ;) That said it's been a life-changing substance for me and I have a feeling my next trip will be rather special.

I do have D&D in 40 minutes though so maybe I should wait until after haha :D

Also, happy thanksgiving to all those living in the US <3
 
laCster said:
whats up dude , how you doing man?

i dont like to drink during the trip, but i lov esome xanax and alcohol after my trip :) that's actaully waht i did last night



dooo it!!! DMT is fucking amazing ~!! yes, my trip was life changing, i feel like i am a new person. definitely better than just a MXE afterglow, its like.. euhoric. im getting some DMT soon, i wonder how it will be with DMT o_O
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Well I'm feeling better now thanks, the daytime sleepiness from mirtazapine is easing, when I got home from work today I didn't feel tired at all. But I still took a line of MPA after work...Why? I hate that stimulants are so addictive and moreish. Fortunately I don't have much MPA left anymore. While the stimulation feels clean and nice on moderate doses, I'm still quite an anti-stimulant guy so I'm bothered by my behaviour.

Oh, another very strange thing. Since I got on mirtazapine now it replaced escitalopram (Cipralex), but as I get extreme brain zaps from SSRI withdrawal I'm tapering very very slowly from Cipralex. But I still get some brain zaps. But here's the weird thing; speed and MPA completely kill the brain zaps! As soon as their effect is over, the brain zaps reappear. How on earth can these stimulants remove the brain zaps? Speed and MPA are not acting much on serotonin receptors. This is not something occassional, they remove the brain zaps every time.

Not a good thing to take stimulants while on SSRI withdrawal anyway, I know. But I'll stop with the stimulants soon. Fortunately I have no other withdrawal symptoms than brain zaps, otherwise I feel quite fine.

Acid + MXE sounds like marvelous combination. What doses did you take? I've only combined MXE with (a lots of different) tryptamines and 25C and they go together extremely well. I have yet to try the acid combination, it's just the blotters here are not reliable, they contain everything from DOC to Bromo-DragonFLY and are sold as acid. Sucks.
 
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