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im jizzing all over myself almost, diazepam, 10mg.. reminnnmding me so much of opium..noddinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ng teo slep plush hash oil noodles & alot of smoking
 
Don't really want to rain on your parade LM&A, but one of your posts inspired a thought. You don't have to read it or try to comprehend it now. ;)

You felt "at peace with the world".

Is it really healthy to feel at peace with the world because you've taken a drug? Feelings of peace and satisfaction normally come at the price of actually being in a positive circumstance, and/or having taken steps to solve real problems. Those feelings are a survival tool of our species, which motivate us and direct us toward a healthy lifestyle.

When you go and effortlessly flood your mind with euphoria by direct chemical manipulation of the brain, like flipping a switch, without the otherwise necessary preconditions, is that like "winning" a chess game by plucking your opponent's pieces off the board by hand?

Is it like "cleaning your room" by turning off the lights so the mess "disappears"?
 
do you have to just be a buzzkill?
is it better that a substance can bring out a part of my mind that is different than normal, and makes me feel peaceful? what is wrong with being peaceful? i wouldnt be peaceful like this if these feelings didnt exist somewhere else in my brain. MDMA just amplifies them. regardless, isnt it better to feel peaceful on drugs than to not feel peaceful at all.
stop being such a downer man.
its hard to feel truly at peace with the world normally, with school and things. when i mean peaceful, i mean everything is right, nothing is bad and i am myself, not who i think i am, not anything influenced by rules, customs, or ego, just truly 100% the real me. i have no worries about social things, i comprehenend other things.
dont harsh my buzz cause youre not rolling, you dont understand.
i suppoes all these "psychedelic revelations" are fake to you too then?
 
I feel like LMA has grown quite a bit and honestly using MDMA for fun once in a while is his prerogative. If we believe what he says (which there's no reason not to), he has pretty good control over MDMA and now that he's quite amps he's spending most of his time sober.

Hope you're having a great roll LMA. :) <3
 
LSDMDMA&8811222 said:
do you have to just be a buzzkill?
is it better that a substance can bring out a part of my mind that is different than normal, and makes me feel peaceful? what is wrong with being peaceful? i wouldnt be peaceful like this if these feelings didnt exist somewhere else in my brain. MDMA just amplifies them. regardless, isnt it better to feel peaceful on drugs than to not feel peaceful at all.
stop being such a downer man.
its hard to feel truly at peace with the world normally, with school and things. when i mean peaceful, i mean everything is right, nothing is bad and i am myself, not who i think i am
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me??? I was wishing you good luck dude.

edit: oh you meant TAC? i dont think he was trying to be a buzzkill either if that's it

anyhow have a good ride everyone tripping tonights :)
 
NO NO not you rivers, <3 to you
to applecore
MDMA is absolutely positively one of the best feelings in the world to me, and for the most part, ive used it relatively responsibly. yes, i shouldve waited longer this time..but this roll..has been special.
i think i might next roll..round maybe thanksgiving or christmas? or at least whenever i finish this molly itll be a while before i get more
willow..ive fallen back into old habits with amps.
but after this roll (still rolling..even with a little bit of amp thrown in) i think ive discovered something.
amphetamines just try to mask my true personality, they take my soul away in exchange for intense euphoria, they take away my heart and conscience, manners, and generally intelligence. ive noticed this more and more since school started, since last year i used to always come in coming down, ive realized how it just made me a zombie speedfreak, not truly looking forward to much other than getting high.
i am done with abusing amphetamines often though. i do have to do my culminating project which i might decide to take amphetamine and do all in one night, but chasing the high is not what i want to do for the rest of my teenage years honestly. the pills cant make me feel good and not care forever.
 
Xorkoth said:
I feel like LMA has grown quite a bit and honestly using MDMA for fun once in a while is his prerogative.
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Oh yeah, totally. I hope I didn't come across as trying to make decisions for anybody else.

I'm just asking questions that are designed to make the reader think into the issue more deeply, so that he or she can come to a more informed and healthy decision. :)


Like I said, I didn't want to be a buzzkill, which is why I gave you option of skipping my post while you were still rolling. You chose the red pill. ;)
 
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ok heating pad is heated in microwave...back to roasting my lower back with super heated buckwheat seed beanbags...good night all.
 
TAC i am sorry, i just interpreted that as you saying that my feelings are "faked". or implying i have some sort of problem because some methylenedioxymethamphetamine can remove all barriers and bring out the real me, hidden beneath the layers. i sold my weed piece, havent bought drugs in a long time (when i go tthis molly, albeit quite a decent amount) and i overall feel more responsible
i think i am starting to use MDMA too often though. after i finish what ive got, maybe enough for another roll, i just want to trip for a little while mainly, then go back to rolling ,ya know?
 
Leftley said:
haven't seen my baby either since june 17th my bday.. :/
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Yeah my b-day is June 16th, I kinda remember a slew of b-days around the same time in PD social. I consider mine kinda ironic since the exact date was when John Olney published his study on the supposedly brain damaging effects of NDMA antagonists... Aside from some permage from the dirty dust I can conclusively say he's full of shit =D

Looks like PD social is cooking tonight, I'm gonna go out and enjoy a few bowls of blueberry kush shake to celebrate the weekend. A little early I know, haha.
 
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