Ok, well. I'm not sure what to write about ths experience really. I had acquired 40mg od PCP from a chemist a couple of months ago. The substance was in it's (hcl?) salt from as perfectly white powder.
I hd snorted 7mg before and loved it. It made me feel like I'm the hero in some kind of video game and I was able to intereact with other people just fine. Went to the supermarket, met a couplem o fpeople there, noone even noticed, fun. times. A lot like a low dose of Ketamine, only that K would've probably made me sicker.
Now, last night, I had the smart idea to take 8mg orally which was quiet a lot of fun. Talked to my girl on the phone for hours and I've rarely had such a fun chat on the phone with anyone before. I felt more creative, the world felt alive, exciting, I could swear some euphoria was present, all that mixed with a very pleasant body high, not unlike tht of Ketamine.
Well, next step, I hung up and proceeded to snort another 6mg. Talked to someone on IRC who mentioned it'd be longer lasting than K, besides that he said I shouldn't be worried too much about health issues at that dosage, considering I had done PCP before. Well, the main reason why I later snorted another 6mg (yes, 12mg altogether) was that I wanted to go back to that place of vivid imagery that K took me when I first tried it. Floating sensations, alien worlds etc. By now K only made me feel fucked up and would make me pass out at one point, leaving me with no memory whatsoever. Frustrating.
So I waited till the first 6mg kicked in which happened within less than half an hour and snorted another 6. Unfortunately the effects seem to be building up for quiet some time. So at one point I wasn't even able to read the text on my computer screen anymore. I desperately tried to shut one of my eyes in order to be able to see and read because with both eyes open it felt like there were two images that moved in different directions making it hard to focus on one thing. Very much like what I experience when coming out of the k hole. It was horrible.
I planned to watch a movie, Saving Private Ryan, I had a really (!) hard time finding it and feeding the disc to my cd drive. I somehow managed to fire it up though and effects where still building up constantly. I also had planned to smoke a bog ol pipe of dpt/dmt/5meodmt and decided to preload the pipe with some DPT HCl after feeling the first 6mg kicking in.
So at some point I smoked those 20-40mg DPT, I was too lazy to emasure it and it made me feel a lot worse to say the least.
The movie became more and more unpleasant and I wasn't even sure anymore whether it was a movie that I was watching or not. It seemed so disconnected, it made no sense at all. Then again, it's a war movie. When cd1 was over I wasn't even able to get up anymore to start up the ssecond avi file. Instead I just kept laying there closing my eyes, thinking about how bad I feel. I felt really sick, when I turnt my head around it felt like the whole world was spinning, very much like after holing on K, but much much much worse. I constantly tried to shut my right eye which seemed to have brought a certain degree of relief from these horrible perceptive distortions.
So my planm was to receive a pleasant roller coaster ride with lots of bizarre images which completely failed. When I closed my eyes everything as just blank. There was no vivid imagination nor did I feel like I could project myself to another place etc. All I felt was this very odd sensation that had occured in a dream I used to have as a kid. In that dream there were the abstractions of two forces fighting against each other with me being in the middle. Everytime I woke up I felt very scared, but never was I able to put into words what exactly happens in that dream. Now it felt closer than ever before, the exact same feeling, buzzing sounds and sensations that used to occur in that dream reoccured, very odd and probably the only thing of this whole experience that could be interpretated as rewarding.
During cd2 I switched off the movie and proceeded to watch The Matador, a great movie. It was still very odd, but I went through the whole movie. Afterwards, I tried to get on the IRC again, but failed miserably because I just couldn't get myself to see straight. I still had to close the right eye, my head felt horrible and everything was spinning.
When I went to the restroom I realized how far out I was. The only way of getting downstairs was to crawl there. Upon arrival I felt like being in a compeltely different world, everything looked really unfamiliar.
After The Matador was over I trid to sleep it off which didn't quiet seem to work. It made me focus on the dizziness again so I was laying awake for 5mins until it became unbearable. I dropped 10mg Diazepam which I never do usually, but it brought a bit of relief. I woke up 6 hours later at T+11:00, still feeling like absolute shit and now considering to take more sleep meds or antipsychotics. I had read Haloperidol could act as an antidote on high doses of PCP, but I figured it's a very bad idea because I had read so little about the effects od dissociatives and antipsychotics to actually try this combination. So I went back to bed trying to sleep it off. I am now at T+20:00 and still feel awful. I hate to walk, I can't focus on one thing, I don't even feel capable of playing video games lol. It's quiet a surprise I managed to write up this "report".
Sorry the whole thing might be useless to most of you, all I was trying to say is do not snort more than 7mg of PCP. It's bad. I have to meet up with my girl tomorrow and am praying that the effects will have faded within the next 24 hours. It doesn't seem like they will right now.
I feel like shit. Stick to Ketamine people.
PS: My idea was to go farher with pcp than Ketamine could take me since Ketamine will just make me fall asleep at some point. Now I am pretty much sure that Ketamine has developed the full dissociative/psychedelic potential at the K hole dosage and I won't be able to go further with high doses of PCP.
IMPORTANT NOTE: I probably have odd reactions to large doses of dissociatives. While holing for the first time on Ketamine and coming back (250mg intranasally), I told my experienced mate how awful I felt (same sickness, not as bad as with the 20mg PCP dose). Ever since then, I've been trying to take my K at night so I can go to sleep afterwards. In the next morning, up to 10 hours after snorting the Ketamine, I still experience the sickness.
Oh, and one more thing, I kept getting waves of PCP effects for another day, they lasted a minute or less usually, but the effects clearly returnt for a short while. I've never gotten so called "flashbacks" off anything else and it's very hard for me to believe they exist...
crOOk
I hd snorted 7mg before and loved it. It made me feel like I'm the hero in some kind of video game and I was able to intereact with other people just fine. Went to the supermarket, met a couplem o fpeople there, noone even noticed, fun. times. A lot like a low dose of Ketamine, only that K would've probably made me sicker.
Now, last night, I had the smart idea to take 8mg orally which was quiet a lot of fun. Talked to my girl on the phone for hours and I've rarely had such a fun chat on the phone with anyone before. I felt more creative, the world felt alive, exciting, I could swear some euphoria was present, all that mixed with a very pleasant body high, not unlike tht of Ketamine.
Well, next step, I hung up and proceeded to snort another 6mg. Talked to someone on IRC who mentioned it'd be longer lasting than K, besides that he said I shouldn't be worried too much about health issues at that dosage, considering I had done PCP before. Well, the main reason why I later snorted another 6mg (yes, 12mg altogether) was that I wanted to go back to that place of vivid imagery that K took me when I first tried it. Floating sensations, alien worlds etc. By now K only made me feel fucked up and would make me pass out at one point, leaving me with no memory whatsoever. Frustrating.
So I waited till the first 6mg kicked in which happened within less than half an hour and snorted another 6. Unfortunately the effects seem to be building up for quiet some time. So at one point I wasn't even able to read the text on my computer screen anymore. I desperately tried to shut one of my eyes in order to be able to see and read because with both eyes open it felt like there were two images that moved in different directions making it hard to focus on one thing. Very much like what I experience when coming out of the k hole. It was horrible.
I planned to watch a movie, Saving Private Ryan, I had a really (!) hard time finding it and feeding the disc to my cd drive. I somehow managed to fire it up though and effects where still building up constantly. I also had planned to smoke a bog ol pipe of dpt/dmt/5meodmt and decided to preload the pipe with some DPT HCl after feeling the first 6mg kicking in.
So at some point I smoked those 20-40mg DPT, I was too lazy to emasure it and it made me feel a lot worse to say the least.
The movie became more and more unpleasant and I wasn't even sure anymore whether it was a movie that I was watching or not. It seemed so disconnected, it made no sense at all. Then again, it's a war movie. When cd1 was over I wasn't even able to get up anymore to start up the ssecond avi file. Instead I just kept laying there closing my eyes, thinking about how bad I feel. I felt really sick, when I turnt my head around it felt like the whole world was spinning, very much like after holing on K, but much much much worse. I constantly tried to shut my right eye which seemed to have brought a certain degree of relief from these horrible perceptive distortions.
So my planm was to receive a pleasant roller coaster ride with lots of bizarre images which completely failed. When I closed my eyes everything as just blank. There was no vivid imagination nor did I feel like I could project myself to another place etc. All I felt was this very odd sensation that had occured in a dream I used to have as a kid. In that dream there were the abstractions of two forces fighting against each other with me being in the middle. Everytime I woke up I felt very scared, but never was I able to put into words what exactly happens in that dream. Now it felt closer than ever before, the exact same feeling, buzzing sounds and sensations that used to occur in that dream reoccured, very odd and probably the only thing of this whole experience that could be interpretated as rewarding.
During cd2 I switched off the movie and proceeded to watch The Matador, a great movie. It was still very odd, but I went through the whole movie. Afterwards, I tried to get on the IRC again, but failed miserably because I just couldn't get myself to see straight. I still had to close the right eye, my head felt horrible and everything was spinning.
When I went to the restroom I realized how far out I was. The only way of getting downstairs was to crawl there. Upon arrival I felt like being in a compeltely different world, everything looked really unfamiliar.
After The Matador was over I trid to sleep it off which didn't quiet seem to work. It made me focus on the dizziness again so I was laying awake for 5mins until it became unbearable. I dropped 10mg Diazepam which I never do usually, but it brought a bit of relief. I woke up 6 hours later at T+11:00, still feeling like absolute shit and now considering to take more sleep meds or antipsychotics. I had read Haloperidol could act as an antidote on high doses of PCP, but I figured it's a very bad idea because I had read so little about the effects od dissociatives and antipsychotics to actually try this combination. So I went back to bed trying to sleep it off. I am now at T+20:00 and still feel awful. I hate to walk, I can't focus on one thing, I don't even feel capable of playing video games lol. It's quiet a surprise I managed to write up this "report".
Sorry the whole thing might be useless to most of you, all I was trying to say is do not snort more than 7mg of PCP. It's bad. I have to meet up with my girl tomorrow and am praying that the effects will have faded within the next 24 hours. It doesn't seem like they will right now.
I feel like shit. Stick to Ketamine people.PS: My idea was to go farher with pcp than Ketamine could take me since Ketamine will just make me fall asleep at some point. Now I am pretty much sure that Ketamine has developed the full dissociative/psychedelic potential at the K hole dosage and I won't be able to go further with high doses of PCP.
IMPORTANT NOTE: I probably have odd reactions to large doses of dissociatives. While holing for the first time on Ketamine and coming back (250mg intranasally), I told my experienced mate how awful I felt (same sickness, not as bad as with the 20mg PCP dose). Ever since then, I've been trying to take my K at night so I can go to sleep afterwards. In the next morning, up to 10 hours after snorting the Ketamine, I still experience the sickness.
Oh, and one more thing, I kept getting waves of PCP effects for another day, they lasted a minute or less usually, but the effects clearly returnt for a short while. I've never gotten so called "flashbacks" off anything else and it's very hard for me to believe they exist...
crOOk
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