Jarhead
Greenlighter
So many many times in the past when I would run out of my fent. I of course was hit SUPER hard with physical WDs that made me pray for death and left me begging to god to just let me get out of WDs and I would quite. Well I guess he finally listened and delivered, because 7 days ago when I ran out yet again the WDs never came. I just slid into PAWS I guess. Well I totally have under estimated to emotional part of it.
I have been emotionless and exhausted almost all week. I have small windows of time (mins. some times) where I feel normal and good. I try my best to remind myself that this is only temporary. Instead of spending every waking moment focused on how to get a fix, to every min. on how to expand those few moments of normalcy to longer and longer. Sometime with success sometimes not.
I have to give credit to my wife for her support!
The battle goes on!!
I have been emotionless and exhausted almost all week. I have small windows of time (mins. some times) where I feel normal and good. I try my best to remind myself that this is only temporary. Instead of spending every waking moment focused on how to get a fix, to every min. on how to expand those few moments of normalcy to longer and longer. Sometime with success sometimes not.
I have to give credit to my wife for her support!

The battle goes on!!