**patience of being tired**

[cherub]

Let it out you say
let me cry.

But i am tired,
tired of crying,
tired of worrying
tired of fighting
tired of dodging the bullet
with the gun everyone seems to have pointed at me

I want peace in my life, is that much to ask?

I want to live my life with out hassle , is that to much to ask?

I want them to just leave me alone, is that too much to ask ?

tired, of wanting and waiting and trying when i think i have
ended up on a tread mill going no where

I feel the love around me,, i know i am not alone
I know i am gona make it, i am not doomed into hell

but i want it to end now and move on
patience is running out.

and sleep is not enough
no this is not my best piece and it is short i just feel i need to let it out