Lying in my plastic bed, Thinking how things weren't so cool to me.
My baby likes to shoot pool,
I Like lying naked in my bedroom.
Trying on the dinosaur tonight,
It used to be so cool too.
Now I've got the needle,
And I can shake,
But I can't breath.
I take it away, but I want more and more.
One day I'm gonna lose the war.
I found myself humming that too myself on the way to the mdone clinic this morning. I have now made that drive 210 days in a row. The reward for my persistence is 140mg of cherry tasting defeat which I gulp down greedily every time. It suppresses the voice inside my soul that tells me there is nothing on this planet for me except heroin. Suppress not eliminate, and the last few days that voice has been screaming in my ear incessantly. I need to get high. I have been trying to drown it with methadone, benzos and weed for 210 days.
I fantasize about strong rushes and warm deep nods. The perfect shot, just the right shade of golden brown inside the barrel. A flash of deep red blood lets me know that everything is about to be ok. Then I come back to reality. I never can get high in my dreams. The ultimate cock tease, at least I cum when I dream about sex. Next to this sex seems so unrefined. After all I take my pleasure strait to the central nervous system thank you.
My baby likes to shoot pool,
I Like lying naked in my bedroom.
Trying on the dinosaur tonight,
It used to be so cool too.
Now I've got the needle,
And I can shake,
But I can't breath.
I take it away, but I want more and more.
One day I'm gonna lose the war.
I found myself humming that too myself on the way to the mdone clinic this morning. I have now made that drive 210 days in a row. The reward for my persistence is 140mg of cherry tasting defeat which I gulp down greedily every time. It suppresses the voice inside my soul that tells me there is nothing on this planet for me except heroin. Suppress not eliminate, and the last few days that voice has been screaming in my ear incessantly. I need to get high. I have been trying to drown it with methadone, benzos and weed for 210 days.
I fantasize about strong rushes and warm deep nods. The perfect shot, just the right shade of golden brown inside the barrel. A flash of deep red blood lets me know that everything is about to be ok. Then I come back to reality. I never can get high in my dreams. The ultimate cock tease, at least I cum when I dream about sex. Next to this sex seems so unrefined. After all I take my pleasure strait to the central nervous system thank you.
