Try so hard to make an impression,
bouts of depression,
cutting into me,
and incidently,
coincidently,
I'd rather not be,
worrying about what i've gotta be,
the way they see me,
the way i'm "supposed" to be,
i'm tearing my hair,
i'm trying to care,
but all I have is not making me happy,
I'm standing up,
stuck,
fucked,
in a rut,
all doors are shut,
theres nowhere to go,
and i've been here before,
along with most of the other people I know,
my heads gonna blow up,
but i'm walkin' round like "what's up?"
like everythings breeezy,
everythings easy,
leave me alone,
in my zone,
i've just had it,
no going back cause i'll only back flip,
slip,
trip up,
and end up,
lower in the chain,
than I began then,
deeper into a hole,
my soul,
exploding,
memories eroding,
bad habits growing,
and more harrowing,
the thought of accepting,
the merest existance,
selling insurance,
cleaning out dustbins,
not for me,
I aim to be free by my means,
to live my own dreams,
not those i'm taught through TV,
and high school hipocracy,
what kind of democracy,
brings you up in a sectioned society,
and lies they breed,
and revolutionary,
seeds are planted,
thoughts expanded,
I just wish I had taken the time to understand it.
bouts of depression,
cutting into me,
and incidently,
coincidently,
I'd rather not be,
worrying about what i've gotta be,
the way they see me,
the way i'm "supposed" to be,
i'm tearing my hair,
i'm trying to care,
but all I have is not making me happy,
I'm standing up,
stuck,
fucked,
in a rut,
all doors are shut,
theres nowhere to go,
and i've been here before,
along with most of the other people I know,
my heads gonna blow up,
but i'm walkin' round like "what's up?"
like everythings breeezy,
everythings easy,
leave me alone,
in my zone,
i've just had it,
no going back cause i'll only back flip,
slip,
trip up,
and end up,
lower in the chain,
than I began then,
deeper into a hole,
my soul,
exploding,
memories eroding,
bad habits growing,
and more harrowing,
the thought of accepting,
the merest existance,
selling insurance,
cleaning out dustbins,
not for me,
I aim to be free by my means,
to live my own dreams,
not those i'm taught through TV,
and high school hipocracy,
what kind of democracy,
brings you up in a sectioned society,
and lies they breed,
and revolutionary,
seeds are planted,
thoughts expanded,
I just wish I had taken the time to understand it.
