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paranoia on E?

Gerald92

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ive heard of people getting really paranoid while on E to the point where they have a bad experience. personally, i do not see how this is possible. the first time i rolled my dad could have come home from work early, and would have seen me and 2 friends sitting in a circle with our shirts off and giant pupils holding hands. when me and my friends talked about this, i assured them that if my dad saw id just tell him we were hippies and hed be fine with it (lol). if we had smoked weed, on the otherh and, i would have been paranoid about my dad coming home to find us high. so, my question is, has anybodyo n here experienced paranoia from rolling?
 
The only time E ever made me paranoid was when it was piperazine, and then it was really really bad.

But with actually MDMA it's never been possible for me to be paranoid once I get rolling. I've had big, loud house parties in my apartment, where early on I was extremely worried about the cops paying us a visit, but once rolling I didn't care at all. MDMA tends to make my usual paranoia non-existent.

But that's just me. Just like weed makes some people paranoid and others not, I wouldn't be surprised if MDMA could have that effect on people.
 
I got water/ health paranoid once. I was constantly checking if everybody was ok and checking if my gf was drinking enough. This while drinking way too much water myself. I had a great evening, but learned my lesson when it comes to water. Had to put a bucket beside my bed because I had to pee like every 15 minutes for quite long.

I do understand while people can get a bit paranoid on E. The first time on E I thought everybody was whatching me, like they were on to me. Felt that for a short time, and then I was ok with it.
 
Are you sure what they have been taking is pure MDMA? There are many other drugs that are put into pills that are more likely to cause paranoia in the short term than MDMA. Sometimes people just get paranoid doing a new or less common drug because of how other people might feel about it. I've never experienced paranoia from MDMA though.
 
Very common!

I experience this issue along with terror and general fear as a result of abusing MDMA (I did e 3 weeks back to back, the last time I took a record 6 pills)

I've had this problem when NOT abusing MDMA too, likely due to anxiety pre-rolling and setting (I was in an unfamiliar place with no outdoor access and tonnnnns of people).

It's a myth that MDMA always makes you feel loved up and comfortable- theres a lot of variety in the effects, especially when you become a more experienced user- I find the body comes up with different responses to the chemical, not all favorable.
 
i get paranoid sometimes when im coming down or the next day but never while im rolling balls. it's almost impossible for me unless it's a fake piperazine pill.
 
Thanks for chiming in Bsiren. :) I'm an experienced user , but i don't really get negative side effects. I've never probably done more than 230-250mg in one night/session though and that might play a role. There's the anorexia i get and some next day fatigue, but that's the extent. No paranoia or depression.

Bsiren do you get paranoid while rolling? Or just before and afterwards? It seems like you have used heavily at least some. What role do you think your pattern of usage might play?

I mentioned this in another thread, but it bears repeating... i don't get all lovey while rolling unless i'm around friends. Which is why i only do it in private pretty much anymore. Otherwise it sharpens my social filters actually and my intuition is top dog. Not a bad thing, but it does put MDMA squarely in the best for private party category. :)
 
No I remember when i was alone i dropped a bomb of MD before i went to meet friends, walking alone at night on it got me a bit paranoid when i heard the coppers
 
Paranoia isnt about a situation that you can explain easily - its about a situation that you cant control.

People sticking you with needles when your dancing is paranoid, people standing in the dark waiting for you to walk past before they murder you is paranoid. The worst thing is that paranoia is only the start - if you keep going taking more and more drugs and have no sleep then theres psychosis which is probably the scariest thing I have ever experienced. Forget reality, forget making sense of anything - just imagine a living nightmare. Its pretty hard to explain but even car number plates had hidden messages in them, people on the TV were talking in code about me, when I was out shopping I could see people passing a blade between them trying to get close enough to me to stab me.
 
Ive gotten paranoia before, my last two rolls. Me an my boy took some bad pills and he was having the worst headache an his eyes lost control and i was trippin all night scared that he wasnt gonna be okay. after that we took a 2month break then we got clean pills , pokeballs, and i was chill off 1 then we popped another around 2am. An i started trippin cause he didnt look all right and i was paranoid all night about him, i kept thinking he wasnt gonnabe okay an jus collpase. it like ruined my night. and im pretty much done with e for a really really longtime
 
This sort of paranoia is normally just thinking people are talking about you or parents know what your doing etc, in my experience it only last for about 30 mins - 1hr whille coming up and isn't really that common, i've found it to generally only be a problem if your alone as well, on the few times it's happened to me i've been reassured when i've found some friends.

And yes it was definitely in mdma and no it wasn't because of the amount i took, it was at the start of a night and not after 6-8 pills
 
you just need to make sure your comfortable where you are i use to roll at school with friends and i got a lil bit of paranoia not bad tho n the only reason i got that was cuz i was scared my teachers were gunna notice my pupils so if your relaxed with where you are and who yer with its nothing to worry about
 
I'd say it's possible to have paranoia even with pure MDMA. But something has to be bugging you. It can either be something about the setting (the environment around you) or something about your set (the thoughts in your head). While most of the time MDMA is an awesome experience regardless, sometimes certain things just take over and things start to go south...
 
never felt any negative emotions on mdma, cept when i saw a dead guy in a park, but even that didn't bother me as much as i thought it would, i guess underestimated my desensitization.
 
Gerald92 said:
ive heard of people getting really paranoid while on E to the point where they have a bad experience. personally, i do not see how this is possible. the first time i rolled my dad could have come home from work early, and would have seen me and 2 friends sitting in a circle with our shirts off and giant pupils holding hands. when me and my friends talked about this, i assured them that if my dad saw id just tell him we were hippies and hed be fine with it (lol). if we had smoked weed, on the otherh and, i would have been paranoid about my dad coming home to find us high. so, my question is, has anybodyo n here experienced paranoia from rolling?
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Yeah I just rolled friday night for the first time ALONE, and what I got was pipes. With other shit in it, which it what I think made me paranoid. But it wasn't that terrible, I kinda liked my mind playing tricks on me. Also my pupils were tinier than they ever have been (even sober)

If you got yourself some pure molly I do not believe this would happen
 
i've had it with really good md around dodgy people. the paranoia was specifically induced by these people cos i thought a) they were gonna rob my mdma or b) they were gonna get a load of bigger harder people (they were making loads of phone calls, wouldn't tell me who to but i overheard them saying something about how they'll keep an eye out at the front) around to rob my mdma. lesson learned: do it with people you trust!!!
 
One of the first times I ever rolled I got SO paranoid that the entire roll was just a bad experience all together. I dropped with a few people that I had just met, so I think that's what had triggered it.

I say, don't roll with people you aren't comfortable with! It matters.
 
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