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panic attack while rolling

WaLL_EG6

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So im pretty new to ecstasy. Well this past weekend was my third time ever doing it and it was the worst experience ever. I was gonna have some friends come over to chill so i decided to take a pink puma that i just bought. They ended up not being able to come so i ended up rolling by myself. When it started hitting me i was felling good. Real good body high, music was amazing, eye wiggles, and talking to friends on the phone feeling all loved up haha As soon as i started peaking was when things starting getting bad. I had my fan on to keep my self from overheating but i noticed i was getting really cold like i shivering so i turned it off. Sure enough i got extremely hot pretty quick so i turn it back on. The past two times ive rolled i never felt as dehydrated as i did this time so it kinda shocked me. Next thing i know i realize that i downed almost two bottles of water i think about 2 pints in like 20-30 min which more than likely is to much so thats when i really started freaking out cause i had to piss really bad but couldnt. Pretty much the entire peak i didnt get to enjoy cause i was freaking out thinking i was gonna die or that i took too much for my size(im a very lightweight male) lol The weird thing is that i took this same type of pill the 2nd time i rolled and i felt great the whole time. I guess i just want to know if this has happened to anyone before and what could have caused me to have a panic attack. Im thinking maybe cause i was alone? Also even though i had a pill by this name before i bought this one from a different person so idk if that might have anything to do with it like if these were stronger, but im sure its from the same batch so im not sure if it being a different dealer would matter. Well any insight would be appreciated, and sorry for the long post lol
 
The only time I've had panic attacks from pills were when they weren't JUST MDMA. Even MDMA/MDA combo pills have made me have panic attacks before. Could have been anything really. And you never know what is in your pills from dealer to dealer or batch to batch, even if they look exactly the same. This is why test kits are a must when dealing with pills over pure MDMA.
 
In my younger days (B4 diagnosis of an anxiety disorder) I self-medicated with MDMA and opiates... years later I can see this clearly... with the one exception - cut pills, MDA and/or Meth/MDMA pills were a bit panicky.

I could usually tell the MDA because of slightly more visual disturbance and a longer (~8hr) duration... not to mention the AWEFUL hangovers.

Meth cuts were hit and miss, dependent on how good the rollz were and how easy sleep came at the 4+ hour mark.... I always advocate pill tests / or at least having some xanax (clonazepam, valium, etc were preferable) within reach of a straight friend.

Watch out for bunk rollz or don't get rollz and stick to good molly whenever possible to test if everything i said may work for u, and definatly have fun.... in moderate doses over time!

PEACE, hope this helps!
 
It could be a few things making you panic - first of all is the pill may have been different, even a higher caffeine amount is enough to make some people panic over daft things. Add to that if this was your first time rolling alone that could have also added to the worry.

The more threads I read on here the more I think that people worry too much or overcomplicate the MDMA experience - chill out, if your at home and not dancing about or taking loads of other drugs your not going to dehydrate. The same applies for drinking too much - if your sitting about drink as you would do normally - theres no need to chug bottles of water ever hour on the hour. Drink a sports drink as they normally quench your thirst better than water meaning less is needed but again its not something to stress about.

Also remember set and setting - if your not comfortable with your situation, company/location etc dont add drugs to the mix as it can go wrong.

The best advice is to buy a test kit - It doesnt matter what your connect says or tells you, if your not using a test kit your simply eating unknown chemicals from a person who job it is to sell 'unknown chemicals'.

Everyone knows that you cant trust a cars sales person as they simply want you to buy the car, same rules apply for dealers.
 
Yeah I just wish test kits could pick up caffeine because quite often I panic from caffeine by itself, much worse when its in pills...
 
I've never had a full blown panic attack from pills. But, I have had some really high anxity for a little while druring the peak. This usually happens to me with meth/mdma combos. The meth makes me really edgy. Also, beigh high by yourself can be stressful. Personally I don't like rolling by myself.
 
Yeah i dont think ill ever do it alone again. Can you only get a test kit online?
 
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