PAinTiNG WallS of InDiFeReNce

[goodnitestar]

Seperations of a paper, a pen
hands touching my face , writhing
a patient pain
painting walls of indiference
hiding the reality
hinderence my reason
this place in which i dwell
the silence
of a noisy radio
and a hum of mans machine
just this ~
and the sound of my misery
can you hear it from here?
louder shaper than the bombs dropped overhead
one more calloused finger
one lonely guitar
bought for me, from you
this too just another scar
reminding me
to remember you
just like all of the things
that i dont have to say
the quiet tells me more than a million words
as the noise screams through each floor bord
i just need another drink ~ another cigarrette ~
youll be ok here~
once more
this time little girl
maybee convineince will overule
everyone seems to fall in love with this face
but cant seem to hold it close too long
time seems to be frightening
so just keep up the charade, baby
yet i have not the will
cant accept these new applications for entrance
for my love is stronger than bones
harder than diamonds
as it eats me away
minute by hour
while you have your fun
only showing your body on your drunken hour
while I wait here for it
so I can feel my heart beat
once again
feel complete
[ 30 September 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
[ 30 September 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]

 

[P58]

where is the sunshine when you need it?

 

[goodnitestar]

sunshine , who needs that , hee he pd