Hi everyone.have looked at this site quite a few times over the years and have found it both informative and amusing,and finally registered !!Where to start...i have increasingly suffered from various pain related illnesses for quite a few years and the trouble i have had to both be beleived i am in any pain,and also even harder to get someone to issue something that would give me even a modicum of releif.It got to the point where i came rather close to thinking ending it all would be preferable,rather than feel like i was seriously inconveniencing my gp by even thinking about 'some releif'from almost constant pain!
(which ironically enough was how i came to have a lot of the aforementioned pain in the first place),and take it from me that taking 'ratpoison'is certainly not the most effective way of doing yourself in,and if you do survive,WHICH I AM NOW ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR,thankyou God,you are almost constantly reminded of the fact that you once ate a rather large pill of something you'd rather not have!
!every single day. but through reading this site,and similar,have found a certain amount of empathy with some of the other stories i've read,and at last i think i am finally getting 'the powers that be' to do something about reducing the amount of pain i suffer!! I have previously found me spending all my income on 'street'pain releif and have found this helped ,to a certain degree,but also very UNRELIABLE at times,and after finally finding something that actually worked,'dipianone cyclizine'which i managed to routinely get for about a year,been told now,"that the nhs is trying to cut down on prescribing it"so that seems to have dried up now!!!
but on the plus side i am now getting oxycontin,but will have to start on 5mg which will increase soon,but just a bit annoying waiting for dosage to go up.Anyway hi to everyone and look forward to,hopefully,many interesting,and informative conversations.......
(which ironically enough was how i came to have a lot of the aforementioned pain in the first place),and take it from me that taking 'ratpoison'is certainly not the most effective way of doing yourself in,and if you do survive,WHICH I AM NOW ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR,thankyou God,you are almost constantly reminded of the fact that you once ate a rather large pill of something you'd rather not have!
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