pain specialist suck shit

Hi I've decided to blog never dun it b4 but I'm so pisses off I thought ill give it a go lol. I have suffered from chronic daily headaches and migraines for over 7 yrs now seen everyone that I thought may b able to help but to no avail .
The reason I'm writing this is because I have Tryed so many drugs now and only one has helped me with this chronic illness.
Unfortunately my pain specialist has dumped me because I will not go back on methadone he pushes and pushes to put me back on it but the side effects were awful and I went through terrible withdraws when I came off it I was at a dose of 80mg tapered myself off to 30 mg then dropped it cold not the best thing I've ever dun anyway
Back to the problem at hand I had morphine injections at home prescribed by him for break through pain they were very effective and I cud continue with my day pretty well then the fucker decided to take al pain meds away because he thought I was havin rebound headaches 2 months later I was admired to hospital mental health unit for severe depression and pain control at the end of my rope.
after two weeks in hospital I was put back onto morphine oral by The drs there .I was sent back to my dick pain wanker Dr where he told me there was nothing else he cud do ,stop al meds even the antidepressant I was on cus it. To cud cause headaches and go back on methadone ,I said no he said well I'm lookin at a dieing man and there's nothin he cud do about it
As to say I have not been back to him but he has tide the hands of my gp to the point of al I have for pain is tramadol and DHC can't even have break through meds. The only option I have is the ER .
I'm at a loss of wat to do as I cannot get a second opinion unless I pay for it and I don't have the money to do that as I wud also have to travel and hotels and so forth.
If anybody has any brite ideas as to help id be most appreciative thanks for the place to blog cheers .peace .
 
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