Pain Patient New Member

[stophypocrisy]

New member. I don’t know how this site works yet but I do understand that it shares a lot of drug information and I could use this information to survive longer. Over the years of trying all kinds of crap, I have found that opiates are the only medications that work. I could lose my pain Dr. anytime for almost any reason. The DEA has cracked down on pain management here in Florida.

I am a Pain Patient with a diagnosis of poly peripheral neuropathy, so they say. I have reason to believe I have been contaminated by a person who used to live down the road. This substance was applied to my auto door handle. It looks like a speck of dark bird waste or something from the road that flew up and stuck to the door handle. The first thing one might want to do is just flick it off. I did just that but it stuck to my fingernail.
I tried to shake it off but I hit my lip and then it stuck there. I looked into the rear view mirror and saw it there on my lip. I tried to pull it off but as soon as I touched it, it absorbed into my skin instantly. It left a dark oily like substance on my fingers.

I did not think much about it at that time and almost forgot about it. Shortly there after my middle toes started to tingle, then a year or so later all my toes started to burn. It has progressed into my feet, arms, hands and legs after about three or four years now.
Every Doctor thinks I am delusional because test can’t find anything. But other things have happened and I started to connect dots that make it certain that I was targeted by this psychopath and have reason to believe that he may have contaminated hundreds of people.

The pain is so bad now I almost don’t want to live. I would have done myself in except after years of test after test that shows nothing it has finally started to work on my nerves in my skin and a neuropathy has developed. I am in pain management now. This has saved my life except the pain meds are totally inadequate for this level of pain. 20 mg Ocycontin time release 3xd and 10 mg Hydro 10/325 breakthrough 3 times a day.

Before I connected the dots someone told me of this stuff people could buy over the internet that will give the same symptoms I am describing and if you put it onto anything anyone touches they will have it. This is very bad stuff!

I have searched all over the internet to no avail but I was told that the government put a complete media blackout on this stuff because they don't know how to handle it. It won't kill you that I know of but it does put you in so much pain that you might kill yourself if you can’t get adequate pain relief. I could go on and will if anyone wants more information.

If anyone has heard about this stuff, this should be enough info. to know what I am describing and I would be grateful for any information on this stuff. -EDIT-
All I want to know is where did this stuff come from, what this stuff is called and does it have a half life? Please contact me at edit-no emails in your intro or through this site and please add “Diagnosis Confirmed” in the subject line. I look at that email as least twice a week.

I hope I have not broke any rules for this web site and maybe it could be add to another thread I don’t know about. Please help!

 

[theotherside]

I have no idea what you are talking about but I have edited out several parts of this post. We don't allow emails in your intro posts and that part about paying someone ___ amount of dollars isn't allowed either.
Sorry I can't help.

Welcome to Bluelight!

 

[J. G. Wentworth]

That kind of material that causes slow and painful deaths is a highly classified top secret government covert use only. It cannot even be talked about. You must have some powerful enemies or violated the Patriot Act.

Just kidding!


I would question the diagnosis and how you got these symptoms. sometimes, genetics just happen. Don't worry about the cause, but you should ask your docs about other things like fibromyalgia, which really is a diagnosis of a collection of symptoms with no real known cause. Are you diabetic? Diabetic neuropathy is not uncommon, and is often associated with other disease factors bot genetic or weight related.

We are not doctors here and are not qualified to answer medical questions. However, we have lots of people who found bluelight because they wanted to know more about their pain meds and take control of their health care.

We have lots of good information about pain meds and routes of administration and tips to help you get the most out of it.

It appears you are not here to just get high. That is good. I urge anyone who needs pain meds to use them just for pain. If they need a good buzz, there are other meds for that which wont start increasing the tolerances for meds you need.

As a chronic pain patient myself, I needed to know how much was safe on a bad pain day or when treating multiple issues, what was relatively safe.

Managing pain means learning about pain, the drugs, and how best to manage your regimen and make it work for you while still keeping a lid on the dependency, which is an unfortunate side effect.

Good luck. What is done is done. Use us to help you manage your pain if you want. I don't think anyone here can help you identify something you think you might have been poisoned with. We would all be guessing.

 

[snooter420]

what kind of drugs are better than opiates tho jg wentworth?? i need my pain pills bad....my backs fucked....but i still cant help but snort them and use the recrationally.