Deluded
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2010
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- 142
Hi leftwing,
your story got me thinking. I dont know what I am allowed and not allowed to post, so forgive me as Im new o this particular forum.
I too have been going to just a normal doctor for pain meds. I am prescribed 60 18mg Hydromorph Contin and 100 Dilaudid(hydromorphone Hcl) 8mg tablets per month. I too have been abusing my meds for the past year, and just started injecting again a few weeks ago.
Its kinda a fucked up situation. Im friends with quite a few other patients of this doctor. We are all on the same thing, mostly the time release hydromorph contin capsules. Some of the other guys told me not to tell him about the injecting or abuse. They kinda even threatened me. They are also abusers, so obviously they dont want me risking their supply. My doctor is the smartest cookie out there. He will not under any circumstances prescribe oxycontin, but feeds me as much hydromorphone as I want. Which is dumb because dilaudid is far more potent, and suitable for abuse then the oxy is. But I'll let him believe what he wants.
Anyways, I dont really know what to do. I live in canada and its very hard switching doctors here. Plus I risk not being prescribed anything at all. I just cant understand though how subutex is any good for pain relief??? I tried methadone and it was awful.
Anyways, just wnated to say there is someone else out there in your exavct same situation, and doesn't have a fucking clue what to do.
your story got me thinking. I dont know what I am allowed and not allowed to post, so forgive me as Im new o this particular forum.
I too have been going to just a normal doctor for pain meds. I am prescribed 60 18mg Hydromorph Contin and 100 Dilaudid(hydromorphone Hcl) 8mg tablets per month. I too have been abusing my meds for the past year, and just started injecting again a few weeks ago.
Its kinda a fucked up situation. Im friends with quite a few other patients of this doctor. We are all on the same thing, mostly the time release hydromorph contin capsules. Some of the other guys told me not to tell him about the injecting or abuse. They kinda even threatened me. They are also abusers, so obviously they dont want me risking their supply. My doctor is the smartest cookie out there. He will not under any circumstances prescribe oxycontin, but feeds me as much hydromorphone as I want. Which is dumb because dilaudid is far more potent, and suitable for abuse then the oxy is. But I'll let him believe what he wants.
Anyways, I dont really know what to do. I live in canada and its very hard switching doctors here. Plus I risk not being prescribed anything at all. I just cant understand though how subutex is any good for pain relief??? I tried methadone and it was awful.
Anyways, just wnated to say there is someone else out there in your exavct same situation, and doesn't have a fucking clue what to do.