lazygit
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So It’s safe to say I'm fairly addicted to opiates and have been for many years. It was when I had a bad headache when I was a kid that my mum gave me 2x30/500 Co-codamols and not only did it release the pain but gave me the nicest feeling that I wish I could obtain to this day! 60mgs really got me opiated! Since then I've not turned back and tried alot of opiates/oids, from Codeine to Heroin.
I suffer with severe, chronic backpain since I had/have shermann's disease that went undetected until my late teens, 19 probably! Despite complaing of pain to my family and GP it wasn't after many visits, and an MRI scan until they had made the diagnosis!
This was my Dr's prognosis in 2010:
Scololiosis of the mid back(Thoracic veterbrae) aswel as kyphosis and wedging, exaggerated lordosis of the lower lumber region. Lesions at C2,C3 at T3,T4,T10 & L2,L3 with corresponding spasm in the sternomastoid, trapezius and sacrospinal muscles.
Clinically, I think he has got facet dominant mechanical backpain, secondary to hyper-lordosis and this secondary to a previous Sherman's disease
I don't fully understand all the lingo but basically know my back is quite literaly screwed?! Not as badly as others i'm sure but the pain is so debilitating.
After numerous requests of painkillers I have had co-codamol 30/500's, 8 a day, lot's of NSAID's, and currently Tramadol which was 8x50mg a day but they have wierdly reduced most peoples intake (including people I know) down to only 3x50mg! and to top off the piss take 3x10mg Baclofen a day! Is it even worth taking?!
Since seeing my osteopath about my ongoing back pain (awaiting MRI results) she had told my Dr to increase/change my pain medication to something stronger so I can rehabilitate. He referred me to a pain specialist where I thought, great I'm going to be taken seriously!
She said she was going to give me butrans patches, in my head I thought hopefully fent or something but not bupe! Of course it turns out to be buprenorphine patches! And I expect she will start me of at the lowest dosage of 5ug/hr which will do fuck all! I know this as even when opiate intolerant I stuck on 3 10ug patches and it was only with 8 tramadol that I felt pain relief/high! She also said she was going to give me a low dose anti depressant for sleep-I cannot tolerate antideppressents and they also fuck with the tramadol! Which I believe she is going to take me off as I said the prescribed amount dose fuck all which is true. She mentioned pregabalin earlier on but I said I tried them before as I was holding out for opiates.
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If I take the bupe patches I'll have to cold turkey everything which isn't too much at the moment but I need pain relief! Currently take 600mg codeine,400mg Tramadol and recently poppy tea- been having 10-15 gigantiums in one tea on top of everything else. Oh and I also have a silly diazepam habit where I take handfuls I was taking 120mg which was an improvement! I'm tapering off by myself and am taking 60 mg's now.
Any advice? I know I need to sort out the opiate/oid addiction and having them for pain relief might not be a good idea since I probably will abuse them but I'm just in agony sometimes even with what i'm on now!
Hope to get the MRI results of my WHOLE back not just lumber this time and see whats going on, maybe then the Dr's will be more helpful.
I suffer with severe, chronic backpain since I had/have shermann's disease that went undetected until my late teens, 19 probably! Despite complaing of pain to my family and GP it wasn't after many visits, and an MRI scan until they had made the diagnosis!
This was my Dr's prognosis in 2010:
Scololiosis of the mid back(Thoracic veterbrae) aswel as kyphosis and wedging, exaggerated lordosis of the lower lumber region. Lesions at C2,C3 at T3,T4,T10 & L2,L3 with corresponding spasm in the sternomastoid, trapezius and sacrospinal muscles.
Clinically, I think he has got facet dominant mechanical backpain, secondary to hyper-lordosis and this secondary to a previous Sherman's disease
I don't fully understand all the lingo but basically know my back is quite literaly screwed?! Not as badly as others i'm sure but the pain is so debilitating.
After numerous requests of painkillers I have had co-codamol 30/500's, 8 a day, lot's of NSAID's, and currently Tramadol which was 8x50mg a day but they have wierdly reduced most peoples intake (including people I know) down to only 3x50mg! and to top off the piss take 3x10mg Baclofen a day! Is it even worth taking?!
Since seeing my osteopath about my ongoing back pain (awaiting MRI results) she had told my Dr to increase/change my pain medication to something stronger so I can rehabilitate. He referred me to a pain specialist where I thought, great I'm going to be taken seriously!
She said she was going to give me butrans patches, in my head I thought hopefully fent or something but not bupe! Of course it turns out to be buprenorphine patches! And I expect she will start me of at the lowest dosage of 5ug/hr which will do fuck all! I know this as even when opiate intolerant I stuck on 3 10ug patches and it was only with 8 tramadol that I felt pain relief/high! She also said she was going to give me a low dose anti depressant for sleep-I cannot tolerate antideppressents and they also fuck with the tramadol! Which I believe she is going to take me off as I said the prescribed amount dose fuck all which is true. She mentioned pregabalin earlier on but I said I tried them before as I was holding out for opiates.
1
If I take the bupe patches I'll have to cold turkey everything which isn't too much at the moment but I need pain relief! Currently take 600mg codeine,400mg Tramadol and recently poppy tea- been having 10-15 gigantiums in one tea on top of everything else. Oh and I also have a silly diazepam habit where I take handfuls I was taking 120mg which was an improvement! I'm tapering off by myself and am taking 60 mg's now.
Any advice? I know I need to sort out the opiate/oid addiction and having them for pain relief might not be a good idea since I probably will abuse them but I'm just in agony sometimes even with what i'm on now!
Hope to get the MRI results of my WHOLE back not just lumber this time and see whats going on, maybe then the Dr's will be more helpful.

