Pain and more pain with depression.

Ive had attacks of trigeminal neuralgia on and off the past few days. No lying they are brutal. It feels like someone is stabbing me in the face and it goes from my head down to my nose, teeth and jaw bone.

The attacks happen randomly and are breaking through the MScontin. It got so bad the other night i had to go to the doctor. Too bad they only had demerol which is a sucky painkiller that makes me sketchy. But that with the morphine and clonazepam put me to sleep. This happens now and again when i get flare ups. Honestly i feel like killing myself because of this pain but that is not a option.

Today i woke up in pain again and depressed as fuck about it. So 2 60mg MScontins (all i have left) and 8mg's of clonazepam with some gravol should knock me the fuck out soon. Im feeling the clonazepam which is a good sign :) .

Soon i hopefully will be off to the land of nod and no pain.
 
I am so sorry you are in pain........
And head pain is TERRIBLE.......
Are you going to be okay on your meds for the weekend?
Have you tried your dr again?
 
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