Pagey, are you there?

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Hey Pagey,

Just tried to send you a PM in reply to yours and it ain't working, so I've put it here in case you think I'm being an ignorant git

Hi Pagey,

I could have sworn I replied to you yesterday, but I've just checked and my message is not in my 'sent items' list - very strange

Anyway, I appreciate your thank you, I'm glad I could be of some (small) help How are you feeling now? Have you managed to retain your positivism? I really hope so - this could be the start of a new beginning for you. Another word of advice, DON'T feel tempted to get a methadone script - it'll just prolong the agony, often for years and years.

Also, what did you think of the AMT? I've got some stashed but not tried it yet due to reading reports of a heavy body load and its long duration. Would you recommend it? What dose did you do and how was the comedown/aftereffects?

By the way, great user name - Jimmy really is the God of guitarists

& Regards,

FUBAR


EDIT: Just realised I'm up to my limit on stored PMs, Durrr 8( Better do some editing...

 

[Pagey]

Hah yeah I've still got room in my inbox so it must come from your side.

It really was nice to have the encouragement and it did go a long way so yeah. Still feeling very positive actually. Cravings are back in full-power but I'm not having any trouble resisting them this time...luckily I took a lot of notes during the trip/posted a lot/wrote a lot of PMs so it helps to go through them again. And no, I definitely don't want to get on any kind of maintenance, especially considering my habit is clearly still relatively managable.

And yes I'd recommend the aMT! You witnessed my feeling like I was being spoken to by God, you shouldn't have to ask no but seriously, go for it. I actually wrote up a trip report so that might give you a better idea...I did get very nauseous during the come-up but felt fine as soon as it kicked in, and yes it lasted about 12 hours but it honestly felt like 30mn, and was definitely worth all the 'revelations'.
I took 25mg - the comedown was weirdly sudden and I got kinda emotional but that's also when I focused on actually making sense of all the thoughts I'd been having so it went by okay. Plus you're so ridiculously exhausted at the end of it that you just kinda fall asleep without noticing. Aftereffects were feeling really calm and serene for the next two days or so

So yeah I think it's definitely worth trying out...even if it doesn't stir up anything particular it just feels like a particularly massive dose of MDMA with added swirliness, and who doesn't like that

And yes he really is

Thanks again, and good luck with everything

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Brilliant, good luck love

Oooh, now I'm VERY tempted to give that AMT a go, it does sound Niiice!!

 

[Pagey]

Thank you and yeah, please post around when you do :D