Thats what I'm naive about. When you say labeled does that mean she can put me in a data base that says I'm a seeker for asking? Or is that just what her opinion would be? I really don't know the laws and what exactly can get me in trouble. I really don't think she will flip out and I assure you no one would pin me as a drug seeker but she very well may say no which is fine like you said I do have a script for back pain. I just don't think he will give it to me much longer and then will have to start the search again so just would rather see how my physch feels about it. But maybe I am just naive and will get in trouble for discussing this with her??
MDMA that was a lot of fun in my early twenties but I truly believe that some of my problems now come from depleting my brain of serotonin/dopamine from those amazing rolls! I would get very depressed for days afterwards and I would not in anyway compare it to oxycodone. It least not for me. I did the ecstasy in the late 90's and early 2000's in the LA club scene and it was a blast but I could not function in society on MDMA and who knows what was in those pills!! The comedown for me was pure hell and eventually the ecstasy didn't really work anymore. I only took MDMA about 25 times I think.. Lol and that was over 10 years ago. It was the best high in the world!! I never liked blow much and LSD was fun in my teens but omg that thought of that now sounds like pure death. I loved mushrooms that was fun! I guarantee some of my problems stem from my recreational days!