Makes so much sense. Did you end up abusing the medication? Like I was prescribed for chronic back pain and thoracic outlook syndrome , in February - at the start 10 mg 4 times daily. Then eventually 30 mg 4 times daily.
But I wasn't taking them as prescribed, I would increase my dose one time a day recreationally and end of April I stopped cold turkey from 50-60 mg at once daily. 7 days of hell I would call it from sweats to vomiting to dizziness to flu feeling times a million, aches you couldn't imagine and more. I had no Kratom , loperamide, or clonidine or CalmSupport to help with withdrawals. Just xanax that I've been prescribed since 6/2012.
I stopped for almost 1 month and around 3rd week of May I started again. Now I'm up to 120 MG at once a day, first thing in morning because I feel so awful as soon as I wake up. And all that awfulness starts at like 5 pm, if I take the oxy at 8 am.