cbn5
Greenlighter
Hi there,
first: sorry, for the bad english comnined with a hughe mdpv overdose, combined with an amound of diffrent benzos worth 8x 10mg Valium tabs may lead to my english to be barly understandeble. %) still, i'm awake emough to post and write here which shows that obviously something went wrong, as usually that one of a benzo dose would put me to sleep immidiatly at any time of the day.
yeah, the title basicly explains what has happend approx. 10 hours ago (7:45pm). At the beginning i have to say that i was able to try the MDPV currently involved serveral times before todays incident and it has always had (took it on 4 diffent occasions and usually around 20mg over the course of 9 hours) strange effects on me: didn't made me more awake or alerted, the main effects were a relaxing head buzz combined with a acclerated heartbeat (currently, 10 hours after the ingestion it is around 110bpm), but somehow still boring...no euporia and no strong stimulation, acctually it just kept me normally awake for 4-5 hours....but by then 2mg Lorezepam were enough to put me a sleep within half an hour.
thats why i doubt that it is the pure compund or it may even be something completly diffrent or the reason for the felt effects were maybe just a rare individual reaction to mpdv. i dont know. It happend while i was on a m-Butylone binge, when i somehow grabbed the wrong bag and took the mentioned dose at (7:45pm, now its 6:15pm).
I had a very intense chat session which lasted at least for 6 hours after the suspected 80-90mg MPDV dose until 12pm. I had taken 100mg m-Butylone prior twice (the last one 2 hours prior to the hughe mdpv-dose)
@t+7h (12pm) noticed that there still was a strong nervousness which suddenly was accompanied by trippy headspace and trippy vision. tought that the unuasual long-term-effects for exaple the urge to socialize last somehow due to some kind of a remaining stimulation and the trippy vision was a result of combination og the comedown from mbuty and sleep deprivation (only had 5 hours last night).
BUT i took 6mg Lorezepam within 3 Hours (last one @ 4:30am) - i uasually fell asleep from 3mg easiely - but currently im still wide awake with the nervousness still at the same level as hours before. I then deceided to add 100mg Tetrazepam (equals 20mg Valium) a hour ago - still nothing more than a bad coordination...but still wide awake, pulse around 110...and that despite benzodiazepines worth 8x 10mg Valium. It must be an overdose even because after a high dose of m-Butylone this knock-out-combo would usually put me to sleep at least 3 hours after the intake.
i calculated with a LN/EXP-method that i'll be under 10mg (which was an easy dose for me) by 1am in 2 days (03/12/2010)...which means that by then i'll be awake for 55 hours.. i hope it was somtheing else and this is just a wierd side-effect if the m-buytlone...but i'm quite concerned as even 4x the valium dosis that would ususally put me to sleep easly and i still feel wide awake with my leg tapping due the nervousness.
now, the plan is: as i'm currently feeling quite ok, i'll take benzos (each dose equals 10mg Valium) every 30mins untill i can finally get some sleep. i still have 30 doses equalling 10mg Valium each. i hope that works out
first: sorry, for the bad english comnined with a hughe mdpv overdose, combined with an amound of diffrent benzos worth 8x 10mg Valium tabs may lead to my english to be barly understandeble. %) still, i'm awake emough to post and write here which shows that obviously something went wrong, as usually that one of a benzo dose would put me to sleep immidiatly at any time of the day.
yeah, the title basicly explains what has happend approx. 10 hours ago (7:45pm). At the beginning i have to say that i was able to try the MDPV currently involved serveral times before todays incident and it has always had (took it on 4 diffent occasions and usually around 20mg over the course of 9 hours) strange effects on me: didn't made me more awake or alerted, the main effects were a relaxing head buzz combined with a acclerated heartbeat (currently, 10 hours after the ingestion it is around 110bpm), but somehow still boring...no euporia and no strong stimulation, acctually it just kept me normally awake for 4-5 hours....but by then 2mg Lorezepam were enough to put me a sleep within half an hour.
thats why i doubt that it is the pure compund or it may even be something completly diffrent or the reason for the felt effects were maybe just a rare individual reaction to mpdv. i dont know. It happend while i was on a m-Butylone binge, when i somehow grabbed the wrong bag and took the mentioned dose at (7:45pm, now its 6:15pm).
I had a very intense chat session which lasted at least for 6 hours after the suspected 80-90mg MPDV dose until 12pm. I had taken 100mg m-Butylone prior twice (the last one 2 hours prior to the hughe mdpv-dose)
@t+7h (12pm) noticed that there still was a strong nervousness which suddenly was accompanied by trippy headspace and trippy vision. tought that the unuasual long-term-effects for exaple the urge to socialize last somehow due to some kind of a remaining stimulation and the trippy vision was a result of combination og the comedown from mbuty and sleep deprivation (only had 5 hours last night).
BUT i took 6mg Lorezepam within 3 Hours (last one @ 4:30am) - i uasually fell asleep from 3mg easiely - but currently im still wide awake with the nervousness still at the same level as hours before. I then deceided to add 100mg Tetrazepam (equals 20mg Valium) a hour ago - still nothing more than a bad coordination...but still wide awake, pulse around 110...and that despite benzodiazepines worth 8x 10mg Valium. It must be an overdose even because after a high dose of m-Butylone this knock-out-combo would usually put me to sleep at least 3 hours after the intake.
i calculated with a LN/EXP-method that i'll be under 10mg (which was an easy dose for me) by 1am in 2 days (03/12/2010)...which means that by then i'll be awake for 55 hours.. i hope it was somtheing else and this is just a wierd side-effect if the m-buytlone...but i'm quite concerned as even 4x the valium dosis that would ususally put me to sleep easly and i still feel wide awake with my leg tapping due the nervousness.
now, the plan is: as i'm currently feeling quite ok, i'll take benzos (each dose equals 10mg Valium) every 30mins untill i can finally get some sleep. i still have 30 doses equalling 10mg Valium each. i hope that works out
