our unity is our destruction

[BLULITER LackofMorality]

the using, used, abusing, and abused of a relationship
that can fall into any phylum
destructive as they all are..
a restraining torture in an asylum
watch carefully all the androgygny
tatter away all the chilvary
when we all know death is immenent
why look out for someone else?
why even have a morality?
well this is not me i will proclaim
i am not homosexual...i am not an animal..
and i don't have to back it up with a christain status quo
as well..i am not mechanical...
rid my life of the barbaric and peverse...
the programmable, hypocritial, and ever-falable
watch me and Allah climb sit on a branch of Gods tree
bite in knowledge....see all your disgusting lives
realize there is no heaven and hell...
just a virus hellbent on self destruction and destruction of your own kind
gathering entertainment at impurity...
and killing your own seeds...
as insects swarm from one white pollen...
to another pink moisture...
then over to a wood nailed in the shape of a "T"
you're rainbows and pink triangles...
you're patricide....your genocide...
mindless gluttonous indulgences...
may death come to you all...
for even when i stare in a mirror...
or out a window... on the T.V. and in your books
i've never seen a being that deserved the life bestowed upon him
[ 21 November 2002: Message edited by: BLULITER LackofMorality ]

 

[*Cosmic Mist*]

i am not homosexual...i am not an animal..
and i don't have to back it up with a christain status quo
as well..i am not mechanical...

you're rainbows and pink triangles...
your patricide....your genocide...
mindless gluttonous indulgences...
may death come to you all...
Just curious (and not attacking you for your perceptions and/or beliefs in any way,) but what do you have against homosexuality? Or is it more the stereotype of homosexuals that you seem to object to?
-Misty

 

[BLULITER LackofMorality]

one i'm very feminine...and i toy with make up and dressing glam, goth, and drag..depending on my mood.. its all fashion to me.. i am who i am, clothes are just toys. But anyways... I get called a fag alot and whatever and it just bothers me.
two-- as posted in many other forums etc.. I'm against homosexuality and recently been confronted with a situation in my personal life that has ripped me apart emotionally relating back to homosexuality. I don't see it as a racial thing, or a religion thing, political thing, or any other kind of thing. I think its a moral thing. And i don't agree with it. Beyond homosexuality...i'm pretty open minded. I've toyed with it myself in some fashions i won't go into, but i'm against it...and not for some suped up Jerry Falwell christian finger pointing reason either.
The thing that is hypocritical of me...is that i'm judged everyday...from my clothes... or the fact i stand against racism...religious discrimination (even though i don't agree with any religion), i'm pretty open to different people, different ways of thinking and different ways of life. But i think homosexuality is a display of human's acting off of perverse impulses that an imbred dog will display for anyone on any given day. Either due to neglect, abuse, chemical imbalance, rebellion, etc.. i.. i dunno i'm not starting another war over this topic. Frankly i don't use drugs either, for the fact i see it as a moral thing. And i put drugs, murder, rape, child molestation, homosexuality, cannibalism, necrophilia, pedophilia, beastiality, lying, stealing, and cheating..all on the same table.
but overall..the poem goes into the fact that we all act in immoral ways..either by our own standards, other standards, or -selfishly,-- by my standards. And frankly i have a huge fondness for innocence..which i will display in my next poem about to be posted, and i think we taint our lives with unneccessary shit. Like the abuse of sexuality...i mean damn--turn on the televison and MTV is force feeding us teenagers in skimpy get-ups.. wtf? media psychology programming of child porn fetishes right there.. ya know? whether through drugs or sex or violence..i think we're all guilty..me included..and the poem is pretty much saying there's no one...or very few who really deserve the wonderful gift of life we've been given.. most of us squander it away with immorality and really don't focus on morality and intelligence.
the thing that amazes me the most..is the more intelligent and open minded you get..the more your brain seems to fall out and u start to not be able to tell the difference between right and wrong b/c u've trained yourself to question everything, therefore making anything justifiable.
I'm just on a inner search, where morality and intelligence can grow side by side and not have one diminish the other. Christianity did have a good point with the tree of knowledge being our ultimate sin...for good reason. But that's a whole another discussion. It's pretty cool when you think about it....also since Satanisms number 1 rule is ...intelligence.. don't be stupid. How do we learn? Through mistakes? Why do we make mistakes? B/c we don't listen to others, give in to "temptation" of some fashion... and find out the hard way.
The things that bothers me more than anything too is that i have a fascination for shock value. I've always looked at the likes of Maquis de Sade, Marilyn Manson, and other artists of various genres displaying shock value and displaying humanity's ugly side. Showing the the world in your face..this is what you create type crap as a call to change things, make them better, not to indulge and further them. By that's my own personal twisted view on things, everyone sees what they want to out of a piece of work i guess.
[ 22 November 2002: Message edited by: BLULITER LackofMorality ]