Year of the Rat
Bluelighter
There's a side effect of MDMA/ecstasy which I find very intriguing. Usually at the end of the night, as I'm going to bed, I reach a stage where my brain starts interpreting visual information in different ways, but because I'm still lucid, I find I can exercise some control over it.
For example, I walked into my room last time and saw the resident cat on my bed. Closer inspection revealed it to be actually a misshapen pillow. My brain now having identified the object as both a cat and a pillow, I found that I could choose which one I perceived it as, each one seeming equally realistic to me. This was upon walking up to it and seeing it from a different angle. I eventually took hold of it to confirm that it was indeed a pillow.
Experimenting with this further, I found that I was actually able to will myself to see an object as something else of my own choosing, providing that it bore some slight resemblance to what I had in mind. I had some fun with this until I grew tired and went to bed.
I'm sure everyone experiences this. It's just that I'm fascinated by this apparent suggestibility one can exercise on one's own mind while remaining lucid and in control.
For example, I walked into my room last time and saw the resident cat on my bed. Closer inspection revealed it to be actually a misshapen pillow. My brain now having identified the object as both a cat and a pillow, I found that I could choose which one I perceived it as, each one seeming equally realistic to me. This was upon walking up to it and seeing it from a different angle. I eventually took hold of it to confirm that it was indeed a pillow.
Experimenting with this further, I found that I was actually able to will myself to see an object as something else of my own choosing, providing that it bore some slight resemblance to what I had in mind. I had some fun with this until I grew tired and went to bed.
I'm sure everyone experiences this. It's just that I'm fascinated by this apparent suggestibility one can exercise on one's own mind while remaining lucid and in control.

