crOOk said:
Yeah, personally I do believe you. Makes it all the more funny. Told you not to fuck around with that stuff. It'll only wreak havoc on the opioid receptors. I wish you the best luck with the WD. Maybe you shouldn't use Codeine or other opiates though to get through it.
Ya but by the time you tell that I already been under the slavery!!!!
im fuuuuucccckkkiiinnnggg hoooped. I desperately need benzos... nothings TKO'ng me and being awake every second of your ENDLESS PHYSICAL WITHDRAWAL IS HORRIIIIIIIBBBBBLLLLLEEEEE
DONT USE HYDROXY-METHYL-FENTS THEYRE FUCKED
heres current situation...
Stage 1: the 24mg Codeine (gets my pupils pin pricked, yet cant feel any opioid affect), and 400mg Methacarbimsol or whatever that shit in the Robax + 2 hour attempt to sleep...
RESULTS?: WIDE AWAKE!
Stage 2: 150mg Ketamine, 100mcg Clonidine + 2 hour attempt to sleep...
RESULTS?: less tossing and turning, still no sleep!!!!!
Stage 3: THIS IS HALFWAY HAPPENNING AS I SPEAK..... 1 joint (quality Ganja), 1.5 ounce of 40% alc. (UGH STOMACHS SO RAW FROM THE OTHER SHIT, THIS ONES GONNA HUUURRRTT), 1-2 hours attempt to sleep....
Stage 4: TOTAL PHYSICAL EXHUASTION VIA WEIGHT LIFTING
zzzzzzz now ive already tried in previous days; Diphenhydramine (NO GOOD!), Dextromethorphan (NO GOOD!), Melatonin (NO GOOD!), Clonidine (MAYBE GOOD??? IF TAKEN IMMEDIATELY AFTER AWAKAL ON BENZO CAN GIVE EXTRA SLEEP), Ativan (GOOD!)
soo......... fuuuuucccckkkk
PS: theres a good chance my docs reading this, no joke, so uhm... GIMME BENZOS????? SWAPPING FOR A SHORT BENZO HABIT JUST TO GET PAST THE PHYSICAL WD'S THROUGH SLEEP WOULD BE ALL I NEED FOR HAPPY!!!! BEING AWAKE UR ENTIRE PHYS WD IS VIRTUALLY TORTURING ME WHEN UR HOLDING THE CURE FROM ME