LOL dont worry budz im fine now. I dont even think/crave for the shit, I never did once I quit, only craved the first few days as a way to stop the physical agony, now thats cleared out. However I do have a severe sneezing problem. Im not sure if thats somehow related to opioids and histamines, or if its from direct physical damage from insufflating so much active chemical (even tho it was usually as a solution) for such a prolonged period of time. Either way, I sneeze about 30-40 times a day, no joke. I guess thatll get better in time. It finally feels normal to touch my face again (which was numb to the touch for almost 4 weeks). Mentally feel getting back to normal, only for some reason I cannot experience "love" category emotions.... its pretty harsh. I always felt like on PHF that I was always in love, with nothing in particular, just existence I guess, just got that feeling of love inside. I guess I fried those receptors, but I will smoke some DMT soon to help that. I had to stop using tryptamines like 4 years ago because they always made me 'feel' too many things, so deeply that it was emotionally draining as fuck. I think if I re-visit 'em ill re-capture that depth. Does DMT heal??? we'll see.
