Ttllyfckd23214
Greenlighter
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- Feb 18, 2023
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Yeah sp and opioid use definitely go hand in hand for me. It took me a while to link the two. After long periods of sobriety i realized that the sp completely stopped . For me when it happens it seems to keep happening over and over. Several times in a night sometimes but not every night. I always knew if i could just move something i could break out of it. Sometimes i would try as hard as i could and fail but i knew i had to keep trying because if i didn't i felt like i would die. Sometimes when i would snap out of it i would spring my whole body up to a sitting position. I always knew what was happening but i have never enjoyed it or thought it was exciting like i have seen others post. And to anyone who thinks they are being attacked by a demon it's not a demon it's actually much worse it's an opioid. This is just what i have experienced and i know everyone may not experience it the same way as i have.