solarsonic
Greenlighter
EDIT: just realized this is against the rules. I guess what I'm trying to ask though is that is it possible to lose the magic of e as quick as with my 2 expierences?
Hello guys! This is my first post at bluelight.. as you may notice. I've read from this website for a long while now and just decided to make on account so I can post my story... and I would like opinions on what I took, as I know many of you peeps out there are more expierenced in mdma than I may be. I recently took some crystal "mdma" shards tested with marquis at a concert not too long ago. I have suspicious that the substance I took was MDEA even though I know that is very rare.
Let me start off with a background of my mdma usage. I tried this drug for the first time three months ago (160mg). It literally blew me away, the empathy I got, the ego softening I experienced, the afterglow I felt for a week, all made me knew this drug was one to keep sacred. I couldn't wait to roll again, but I knew I couldn't soon so I waited a good 5 weeks. From the same batch I had last time, I took around the same amount (165-170mg) and has an equally good experience. Both times after these experiences I thought that those nights where the best nights of my life. And that is true, and that remains true this day 1 month later.
Anyway... the reason I'm saying this is because of my strange experience with substance I think is MDEA a couple nights ago.. Since the 2nd time I did actual molly, its been 4 and a half weeks, that I took this substance at a concert 2 nights ago.. I took a .175 of the crystal(from a diff batch than the first 2 times), and my girlfriend took .125. I was excited as ever, as this was only my 3rd time, and I was seeing one of my favorite all time edm djs: laidback luke. I ate the substance on a fairly empty stomach, and waited with anticipation. I thought I started to feel something pretty quickly within 15 minutes, but nothing really happened until about an hour in. I felt like the other times i did mdma, touch was awesome, the music was great, and I danced really hard for about an hour. After this though, I started to get very tired, but was still enjoying myself. I felt too laidback on this substance, very alike the feeling I had from my other experiences but this feeling just made me want to sit, and just kind of take everything that was going on around me in.
This, really is indicative of this not being mdma but the part that really bothered me was that I didnt have empathy for everyone around me... that magic part of mdma just felt to be absent. It almost reminded me of the times I did methylone, although this was different, and I know I have a MDxx subtance. Also, my girlfriend didnt seem to be socializing with random people at all, even though the other 2 times she was with me at a concert on mdma she could not stop talking to people.
This leaves me confused, as I think I have one of two scenarios... either me and my girl are losing the magic after 2 uses spread apart a month orr I have something other than MDMA... Im hoping for the latter... although Im not sure as MDEA is hard to come by I have heard.
So let me know what you guys think... ha
Hello guys! This is my first post at bluelight.. as you may notice. I've read from this website for a long while now and just decided to make on account so I can post my story... and I would like opinions on what I took, as I know many of you peeps out there are more expierenced in mdma than I may be. I recently took some crystal "mdma" shards tested with marquis at a concert not too long ago. I have suspicious that the substance I took was MDEA even though I know that is very rare.
Let me start off with a background of my mdma usage. I tried this drug for the first time three months ago (160mg). It literally blew me away, the empathy I got, the ego softening I experienced, the afterglow I felt for a week, all made me knew this drug was one to keep sacred. I couldn't wait to roll again, but I knew I couldn't soon so I waited a good 5 weeks. From the same batch I had last time, I took around the same amount (165-170mg) and has an equally good experience. Both times after these experiences I thought that those nights where the best nights of my life. And that is true, and that remains true this day 1 month later.
Anyway... the reason I'm saying this is because of my strange experience with substance I think is MDEA a couple nights ago.. Since the 2nd time I did actual molly, its been 4 and a half weeks, that I took this substance at a concert 2 nights ago.. I took a .175 of the crystal(from a diff batch than the first 2 times), and my girlfriend took .125. I was excited as ever, as this was only my 3rd time, and I was seeing one of my favorite all time edm djs: laidback luke. I ate the substance on a fairly empty stomach, and waited with anticipation. I thought I started to feel something pretty quickly within 15 minutes, but nothing really happened until about an hour in. I felt like the other times i did mdma, touch was awesome, the music was great, and I danced really hard for about an hour. After this though, I started to get very tired, but was still enjoying myself. I felt too laidback on this substance, very alike the feeling I had from my other experiences but this feeling just made me want to sit, and just kind of take everything that was going on around me in.
This, really is indicative of this not being mdma but the part that really bothered me was that I didnt have empathy for everyone around me... that magic part of mdma just felt to be absent. It almost reminded me of the times I did methylone, although this was different, and I know I have a MDxx subtance. Also, my girlfriend didnt seem to be socializing with random people at all, even though the other 2 times she was with me at a concert on mdma she could not stop talking to people.
This leaves me confused, as I think I have one of two scenarios... either me and my girl are losing the magic after 2 uses spread apart a month orr I have something other than MDMA... Im hoping for the latter... although Im not sure as MDEA is hard to come by I have heard.
So let me know what you guys think... ha
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