ok so my first real MDMA experiance was IV. the guy who gave it to us was quite the character and explained that this is really potent mdma and do not chop in like we would with speed or coke cuz its pure or pretty close...im not quite sure how much exactly we mixed up but roughly it looked like just under a half gram and it was light brown rocky crystals (OMG that licorice smell!!) when we mixed it up there was two layers of liquid, top layer was mostly water and the rest was a brownish oil like liquid. My mate went first and drawed up 30cc out of the 60cc that was there and got mostly the water, when he injected it he got a mild warm buzz and a speed like high from what i could see, i got all the brown stuff and was acually getting second thoughts on even injecting it but i think the brown layer is the saffrol ? im not too sure anyways.. ok so ive just injected it and then instantly i heated up intensly and ran to the toilet whilst blacking out and then i started power vomiting for 5 mins, possible overdose! (no cold rush like people say), after i vomited my mate got in his car and took off because he thought i was gonna die or something serious happened lol (good mate right..) but yea he was generously fucked up anyways and i was half his age (19). after my impressive spew i remember walking outside into an intense hot sun & started walking over to my caravan (30m away) with instense euphoria,vision blurs and a deep feeling of connection to everything, colours where so fucking bright and intense and everything sounded almost metallic or underwater.. when i looked up into the sky i heard the most strangest loud noises like metal was bending in the clouds and i could literally see soundwaves interfolding into eachover if that makes sense?, the sound waves looked like thin 90 degree angled bright white lines collapsing onto eachover around 50m above me, if you ever blown bubbles you notice a rainbow slick around the bubble? well that same colour was coating the soundwaves and slightly covering all the grass and plants.. then the strangest feeling of something bad was going to happen took over my trip. i started running to my caravan in distress that something bad was gonna happen to my girlfriend who was asleep at the time, i cant quite explain it but i honestly thought the aliens where gonna (or did) try to abduct me or messed with my reality lol, after a 30m journey tripping absolute solid fucking balls to my caravan i made it there and seen my partner asleep on the lounge, it felt like an hour walk (it was acually 2mins)i then instantly woke her up reapeating myself, are you alright!? are you ok!? she just stared into my eyes for a minute then said "oh shit! your absolutely fucked up arent you" i nodded my head and continued to ask her if anything weird happened and if shes ok. she asked me what i had taken and i told her "i just had a reaallly big shot i think of molly" and she told me to fuck off cuz she wants to sleep!?! hahah jeez thanks babes coulda been probed n all.., after she said that i felt like i was just spinning out and it kind of snapped me outta that intense worry and paranoia of aliens etc and i cuddled her, gave her a kiss and felt the love we have for eachover completely flood my being and it acually felt like the experiance made me conscious of unconditional love for everything for the first time! .. i then started to mellow into the experiance and decided to walk back over to my mates house and check my eyes for dilated pupils in the mirror and found that i had literally no colour in my eyes they were just round and black like a demon on crystal meth.. but i noticed there was a blueish tinge through my pupils, i must of had way to much in that case lol.. that whole trip acually lasted around an hour before it wore off but i was still obviously affected by the drug all day just must of got used to it, i was walking around my area all day chatting to gypsies and hippies explaining to them that ive just had the most weirdest experiance off mdma and the trip taught me that the earth is undergoing changes into a new more technological age?!! i know right it sounds stupid but i acually strongly beleive that my experiance was a connection with the universe (obviously the drug being the medium) and it left me with this random knowledge of how earth is undergoing a stage of adaption to the new technological age us humans are creating? to this day i beleive that every trip you experiance you will learn something if you listen and the mdma had given me an insight on the materialism and how earth is adapting to it!! so yea i dont blame anyone for assuming im stuck in a trip or suggesting im fried but i am really sceptic on what i take from a drug and what i know is acually an illusion. so thats my first MDMA experiance in total honesty and please keep an open mind when judging my beleifs and way of perception that i displayed to everyone

, MDMA is definantly a powerful chemical and so very beautiful, its definantly something worth trying (Stick with eating it, honestly!) and personally its more enjoyable just eating it when the quality is good.. most of my favorite experiances come from eating it and then journeying off into the woods to feel the vibration off all the noises and just even sitting with trees like i was on lsd ! im not big on the party scene but the odd rave and vial of lsd is always a fucking blast!! Peace, love, drugs and dreams!! The best trip though is called sobriety !

journey safe and i hope you enjoyed the read!