So I've been on suboxone for like 5 years and I really don't like the way I feel on it. I have some mental hang ups with it. Even though I can function, I feel miserable and I cannot taper in the slightest - my typical dose for 5 years varied from 8mgs -16 mgs a day.
Recently, I relapsed hard on opana IRs and had a sky high tolerance. I used ketamine to taper and just because it is so expensive, plus tolerance issues, I started dosing minimally with opana (rectal and nasal- - i know, it sounds stupid, but it was the only opiate i have alot of). I wait for w/d and try to do a minimal amount. I feel stable on opana, but I dose about 3 X (1 10mg IR pill per dose) per 24 hours. Compared to shooting 10 opanas at a time, this is a success for me. Plus, I just feel better not on suboxone and not iv'ing.
However, I know there are better agonists out there and have made a doctor's apt to see if I could get a longer acting agonist with which to taper.
I was thinking about asking for morphine xr (kadians bc it lasts long and I don't feel tempted to abuse morphine due to past bad experiences).
Would a fentanyl patch work? Again, I don't have a craving to nod out these days and can wait until w/d to do a minimum amount.
Does anyone else have experience tapering with full agonists?
Is methadone a good idea? -- My friends warned me against using methadone, but I need to clarify why...
I greatly appreciate ur sharing experiences and opinions/comments.
Recently, I relapsed hard on opana IRs and had a sky high tolerance. I used ketamine to taper and just because it is so expensive, plus tolerance issues, I started dosing minimally with opana (rectal and nasal- - i know, it sounds stupid, but it was the only opiate i have alot of). I wait for w/d and try to do a minimal amount. I feel stable on opana, but I dose about 3 X (1 10mg IR pill per dose) per 24 hours. Compared to shooting 10 opanas at a time, this is a success for me. Plus, I just feel better not on suboxone and not iv'ing.
However, I know there are better agonists out there and have made a doctor's apt to see if I could get a longer acting agonist with which to taper.
I was thinking about asking for morphine xr (kadians bc it lasts long and I don't feel tempted to abuse morphine due to past bad experiences).
Would a fentanyl patch work? Again, I don't have a craving to nod out these days and can wait until w/d to do a minimum amount.
Does anyone else have experience tapering with full agonists?
Is methadone a good idea? -- My friends warned me against using methadone, but I need to clarify why...
I greatly appreciate ur sharing experiences and opinions/comments.