Mad Dash
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- Sep 27, 2005
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IF you could find an opiate that you could take once and have the effects last forever... then yes you likely would have the most perfect antidepressant ever. However, that is not the case. Because Soon you start needing more, and then your tolerance increases. Then weak opiates don't work for you anymore so you take stronger stuff, with different ROA. This all begins to cost a lot of money so you wipe out your savings. Begin stealing from family and friends to maintain it. You get sick when you don't take it, and then when you do take it the magical effect is gone, now you just feel the way you felt before you ever started taking them in the first place but if you want to at least continue to feel that good you better continue to take it which now costs more money than ever before. Now you have destroyed your life hurt the people you love and ruined your credibility. SO it just is not a long term solution. But you likely fall into the same boat as most of us. I was born D1 dopamine deficient. So the second I tried opiates it was game over for me. It filled the gap that I had been missing for so long. For people who are born dopamine deficient it is kind of unfair because we will never be as happy as people born with it. But there are other RX options to fix this, unfortunately I was young the first time I tried opiates and didn't know the danger. It literally cost me everything except for my life. And sometimes I wish it had taken that too.