DeathIndustrial88
Bluelighter
I hear you man!Yeah - that’s what I found to be pretty accurate ime, especially with Oxy. It’s like the most stimulating opiate when my tolerance was lower.
Enter heroin (real heroin before fentanyl) - it still stimulated me 90 percent of the time and sometimes I’d nod in higher doses but not stimulating like adderral. Not really sure why that is but I don’t buy that it’s from adhd. Well maybe like a small adderral dose but not so sexually stimulating.
More akin to motivating to be productive and social fluidity.
True stims = all bad for me…just end up in a dark corner with just the dim light of my phone flashing as boobies bounce around the screen - for weeks…
I don’t touch any amphetamine or cocaine. If it’s sexually stimulating on that level I don’t touch it anymore. Shit is so unhealthy the way it makes me.
Everyone is very different obviously. That’s just my experiences
I was a meth user for 20 years. I just up and stopped in the last 2-3 years because I finally came around to realizing how shitty they are for me. All they do is make me horny as fuck & then awake & anxious for days after. The crash is horrible too. Just got worse & worse as I got older. So I finally said no more. Fuck that.
But H/Opioids will always have a place with me, cause they don't change me like meth or alcohol does. They just enhance all the sensual and deep aspects of me, which I find enjoyable.