Hello all! This is my first post on bluelight so I apologize if it is in the wrong section or is a bit disorganized. Also I would like to thank everyone who has contributed to this forum as it has greatly helped me with safe drug use and helpful information. 
Now, I have been using opiates for about 3 years now. Rewind 3 years back and the first time a tried was when a friend offered me an oxy he had received from a surgery. I enjoyed it but wasn't too impressed. I tried maybe 2 more times that year.
Last year, I was prescribed codiene multiple times but never got any real effect from it, so never bothered taking it for recreational purposes. Now, about 3 months ago I was prescribed Tussionex. This was the first time I was prescribed a "stronger" opiate. I was using as needed when I had bronchitis.
When that passed I still had a half bottle left so I decided to take it over to my friends house on the weekends. That started to turn into a regular schedule and for about the past month and a half I have been using every Friday and Saturday with an extra week break periodically. The Friday I ran out I was craving some more so I found a bit of oxy. Due to joint pain and anxiety I was also just prescribed hydrocodone and xanax. Now I'm debating on if this is a safe schedule or not. Is using this often still at risk for physical dependency? Would it be safer to use one weekend every two weeks? Or even one weekend every month? I tend to save up all my stress from the work/school week and take it all out on the weekends with friends. Would it be safer to alternate with a different substance such as a benzo? I understand that playing with these pharmaceuticals is very dangerous I would just like some fellow opinions on what you think of this schedule.
Sorry if this was long and unorganized, I appreciate all inputs and help. Hope you have a wonderful day.

Now, I have been using opiates for about 3 years now. Rewind 3 years back and the first time a tried was when a friend offered me an oxy he had received from a surgery. I enjoyed it but wasn't too impressed. I tried maybe 2 more times that year.
Last year, I was prescribed codiene multiple times but never got any real effect from it, so never bothered taking it for recreational purposes. Now, about 3 months ago I was prescribed Tussionex. This was the first time I was prescribed a "stronger" opiate. I was using as needed when I had bronchitis.
When that passed I still had a half bottle left so I decided to take it over to my friends house on the weekends. That started to turn into a regular schedule and for about the past month and a half I have been using every Friday and Saturday with an extra week break periodically. The Friday I ran out I was craving some more so I found a bit of oxy. Due to joint pain and anxiety I was also just prescribed hydrocodone and xanax. Now I'm debating on if this is a safe schedule or not. Is using this often still at risk for physical dependency? Would it be safer to use one weekend every two weeks? Or even one weekend every month? I tend to save up all my stress from the work/school week and take it all out on the weekends with friends. Would it be safer to alternate with a different substance such as a benzo? I understand that playing with these pharmaceuticals is very dangerous I would just like some fellow opinions on what you think of this schedule.
Sorry if this was long and unorganized, I appreciate all inputs and help. Hope you have a wonderful day.

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