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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

opiates... how far would you go?

^this. Taking them to fend off the wds is what it'll come down to.
 
You need some serious help. You want to be in pain so you can get meds? I live in pain every day. Sure I get meds.. but honestly I'd rather never be in pain ever again... than have my meds. It sucks and it consumes your life. It limits some of the things you can do. Also you have to deal with asshat dr's that think the worst of you, and if you're considering this they might deem you a drug seeker because that kind of behavior, I could only imagine the red flags you'd throw up just talking to a pain management doctor.

My back is fucked from my neck all the way down. Literally fucked. I have to live my life on pain meds to function. I hate it. I'd rather take them as needed and just be able to get high whenever, but I have to live a normal life. If you are healthy and NOTHING is wrong with you don't hurt yourself. You will regret it in the long run... or even in the short run. If there's no lasting damage that's visable they will throw you a script of vicodin and tell you to get over it. Depending on where you life you might not even get vicodin. Consider help before doing this.

You seem to have a serious addiction issue as well. With access to any amount of pain pills I would venture to say you will be in the bad spectrum of the addiction side. Use a drug, don't let a drug own you. Don't become a slave to it. Enjoy it. I really hope you get yourself some help, or this was some hypothetical post because you wondered how far people would go. I wish you the best of luck.
 
You do need help. I too live in pain everyday and live with a horrible disease that I wish I never had. I too am in a pain management clinic and I sure do get meds. I would rather live a healthy life and have nothing wrong with me than live in pain. Laying in bed for hours sucks, I would much rather be healthy.
 
drug-strugler617 said:
im not asking anyone how to do it im just wondering if people have thought of it ...it was more of a hypeathetical question ....if i want meds ill just go to the er and get some , and i would never follow through with hurting myself like i stated its just not worth it . i just never get a chance to talk to other addicts and im kinda the black sheep ....im sorry if i posted anything wrong just speakin my mind , if the adminastraiters want me to dealete anything i gladly will dont want to get in trouble so soon...i really like this site.
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I think all pill addicts have thought about this. Hurting urself to get meds.
 
I'd go as far as asking for a heroin connect. It's cheaper, you get more bang for your buck. Not that I even do opiates that much. I stopped doing them when I ran out of the prescriptions I had. Honestly I don't think buying OCs would be worth it. I think of it this way, why spend a shit ton of money for a few pills or bags of H that I would do by myself, when I can buy shrooms, acid, weed, etc. that I can do with my friends. Then again, as good as opiates are I couldn't afford financially or just in general to be addicted to them.
 
canucka said:
starts out as a little of everything you just said usually.. but after a while it becomes maintenance.. and its not fun once its maintenance.. its jus a desperate, fucked up cycle of barely scraping by while staving off junk sickness.. its really not a high after that..
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The fucked up part is that unless your going very slow with your habit..this won't take long to get to.
 
honestly i'm a narcotic addict also, and it would be awesome to have a script and all, but the way to get it isn't hurting yourself, but meeting a nice elderly person or paraplegic that has a script and has no clue what it's really worth. chances are you can convince them (with some trust) to let you take it off their hands for a small price. haha
 
Not as far sa to get someone to fukin hurt me on the off chance i MIGHT get scripted something i like . I know enuff people dealing with pain thats not self inflicted to think that you are being very selfish , i'm fucked on opiates have been for well over a decade i don't think you have even touched the sides . Sorry 2 be so frank but thats how i feel about this sort of stuff.
 
Don't.

In my younger years I was so bad I contemplated breaking my own bones and having teeth pulled (yes) to get high.

Now I look at that and see that the bones heal. You run out before the wounds mend themselves, then what?
 
then you meet a paraplegic and become besties and feed off their meds. i'm telling you that's the way to go. haha
 
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