So some background - i am a musician who has used all types of drugs in various ammounts throughout my life - literally since i was 6 i have been prescribed amphetamines and benzos, my entire life has been spent attempting to achieve chemycal balance. For the last three years or so, since a flood dose of ibogaine i successfully kicked a large heroin habit, but have dabbled the entire time since. I have had several situations where due to the needs of my career ive had to go beyond the physical pall - do some things i knew weren't altogether advisable to continue on. To whit - drinking heavily to perform after multiple nights in order to lubricate and release vocal chords, opiates(mainly 30mg oxy pills taken one at a time to avoid tolerance/dependance) to kill the pain, and psychedelics for energy - a few times i have done this in succession and used low dose iboga to avoid habits, however, the last time I recieved a clear message from iboga "im tolerant, but bitch you're pushin it" basically tying in to something a friend had told me about a patient they had(he's an iboga worker) for whom, after four or five floods iboga no longer works. What i noticed was some sort of terminal point after 6 - 7 months off and on use where i just seem so saturated it no longer works much, kindof like eating L repeatedly for weeks - sure ur in acid space but you no longer notice. At any rate, i did not procure any more ibo because of this intuition. So fast forward to months, i look around and realize "o shit, uv gotten a lot done, but you HAAAAVe been shootin a little, takin 30 -60mg oxy a day, occasional methadones and drinking like a fish... hmmmm" i knew something had to be done. I played my last show, ate my last oxy and prepared, now i always have black seed oil around, which is amazing at potentiating opiates and relieving lung issues(A MUST GET FOR ANY OPIOID CONSUMER)and also has some effect relieving withdrawals, some good bud, no ibo, but this time i bought some bali kratom. After a month of use i expected to need like 10g at a time, ive been getting a long fine the last few days with energy at 4 - 5g. I feel this material will be extremely easy to taper as it has almost NO moreish sensation and a ceiling dose kinda like suboxone - ie anything past 10g kratom makes me sick as fuck. Anyhow - i just wanted to report some of these findings. It's been a struggle my whole life but im convinced 90% of the suffering associated with habits/getting rid of them can be corrected through judicious use of amazing medicines - the best of which i've found are - Iboga(i just use rootbark, .5 g a day keeps my blues in my guitar
, rhodiala(specifically the adrenal health formula), black seed oil and kratom. Correct use of these materials can offer almost complete relief of withdrawal and are easily obtainable. Thanx for your time.

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