update
Day two of detoxing...
Day one: Woke up feeling ok cause the night before I took 1200mg of Gabapentin and felt GREAT but very uncoordinated and if I laid down, I would fall asleep almost immediately. But at the 24 hour mark (9am) from my last dosage, I started feeling yawny with the tears and the nose running and the achy muscle, constantly stretching. I couldn't even smoke weed cause it just seemed so unappealing. When I go through withdrawals my WORST symptom is my saliva, I salivate like 4x the normal amount constantly and it
DRIVES ME FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!
So at 24 hours from last dose I took 1 gram of C.K. Thai Kratom 20x Extract and 5mg Diazepam and waited... Felt ok not better, but had enough energy to go grocery shopping cause we had no food in the house, got comfort food etc etc. By the time I got back from the store (30mins) I was feeling goose bumpy (1+hour since I took kratom) and still uneasy, I took another 10mg of diazepam and another gram of the Kratom and was OUT!
Woke up 3 hours later drenched in sweat... felt real weird. Hung over without the head pain. I took .5grams of kratom and read online about Lope cause I felt the kratom wasn't doing enough... I like what I read and went out and got some Lope (48 pills in total, and some gatorade cause it dehydrates you and you need electrolites and water and I have prescription stool softeners at my disposal) I took 8 2mg pills and 1mg of ativan and smoked some high grade sativa weed (wish I had some indica...) took the lopes with a glass of FRESH squeezed orange juice cause I heard it helps with the crossing of the BBB but I didn't do the tagamet thing cause I don't want to extend this withdrawals...it was only a short run so...anyway I laid down and then about 3/4 hours later I took 900mg of Gabapentin and took a hot shower, I got out the shower and the gabapentin had kicked in. My coordination was off but I felt GREAT even a little giddy!! IT was wonderful after a day of suffering, I chilled with my gf, talked, smoked weed, ate food, had sex, it was fantastic! We tried watched 'What Dreams May Come' but I took another 300mg of Gabapentin and a benedryl (my nose just would not stop running!) then remembered they synergize and was like fuck it then passed out... HARD for 9 hours.
Now I am feeling fine.. worried tho... have a feeling there is a huge tidal wave brewing off on the horizon waiting to crash down upon me leaving me at square one... I plan on taking 5 Lopes 2 hours before work (I work in a high class very busy restraurant that does NOT slow down EVER) with a little grape fruit juice and have 3 gabies on hand... IDK about taking it at work though because my coordination is off, but just a bit, if I focus I think I'd manage but those are just in case I start feeling REAL shitty...
Anyway I don't know if anyone cares but that's my update, just took 4 grams of Maeng Da Kratom (non extract) just in case and am going to make some music cause I rock at that.
Peace, love and bud.