Opiate user

[SunlessSkies]

I've been reading BL for ages now but I never thought to join.
I'm an opiate user of about 10 years, I'm 21 and female. I'm from the UK and prescriptions are hard to get so I just take codeine and morphine. My tolerance is minimum 200mg codeine but I've taken a lot more in morphine equivalent .
I'm sort of in denial about being addicted... I love opiates and I really don't want to let them go. They're not ruining my life or becoming an obstacle. They make my life better. When they start affecting my life for the worse that's when I will go talk to someone about getting help.
No other drug does it for me. I've used weed, ecstasy, mephedrone, GHB, morphine, codeine, ketamine, MDMA and cocaine. All pretty small amounts apart from the obvious two.

Thanks for reading :3

 

[flyhighk]

Welcome to Bluelight !

To be honest, it looks like you're already addicted.

You can discuss opiates in Other Drugs.

 

[Smoky]

Hi,
Welcome to Bluelight… I was in a place myself not too long ago. Yes, you might be a bit addicted already.

Good to have you here.

 

[tommygirl]

Hi! I joined up here cause I was getting sick off a 30mg morphine pill. I kinda feel like a baby next to you, but I guess it's cool being new to stuff to.