Tryptamite
Bluelighter
I am in south london doing a detox. I know nobody so getting tablets is out of the question. The lyrica i was using sporadically ran out. I went from 90mls methadone and .5g heroin/day to 30mls methadone in 3 weeks, as well as 50mg valium/day to 20mg.
I am staying on the valium for the time being. When I return to Ireland I will go to a rehab for 1 month to 3 months. I really want to be opiate free. i went without methadone for 48 hours, then 12mg subutex for two days, 8mg for two days, and today is the first of 4mg subutex. It will be 4, 2, 2, 1, 1, 0.4, finish. I leave for Ireland on Sunday the 18th.
The subutex isnt really holding me. I am feeling roughly 50% of the WDs if not more. Should i cold turkey it from here?? I have 6 days to start feeling better before heading home. My thinking is that if I continue with this aggressive sub taper i will be hit with heavy WDs when I leave here. Am i better to get the worst? of it over while i have a comfy detox environment? i get 10mg olanzapine at night here too.
I cant leave. my aunt payed for this fancy detox i dont want to let her down. also she has my passport lol.
i would really appreciate the advice and opininions. the staff here are good but dont understand why i am feeling so crappy. i have come off the largest habit ive had in quite a short amount of time.
I am staying on the valium for the time being. When I return to Ireland I will go to a rehab for 1 month to 3 months. I really want to be opiate free. i went without methadone for 48 hours, then 12mg subutex for two days, 8mg for two days, and today is the first of 4mg subutex. It will be 4, 2, 2, 1, 1, 0.4, finish. I leave for Ireland on Sunday the 18th.
The subutex isnt really holding me. I am feeling roughly 50% of the WDs if not more. Should i cold turkey it from here?? I have 6 days to start feeling better before heading home. My thinking is that if I continue with this aggressive sub taper i will be hit with heavy WDs when I leave here. Am i better to get the worst? of it over while i have a comfy detox environment? i get 10mg olanzapine at night here too.
I cant leave. my aunt payed for this fancy detox i dont want to let her down. also she has my passport lol.
i would really appreciate the advice and opininions. the staff here are good but dont understand why i am feeling so crappy. i have come off the largest habit ive had in quite a short amount of time.

