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Opiate Rage

i know exactly what you're talking about. my friend told me this a while ago and i didn't know what he was talking about. but now that i've been doing them for like a year and a half, i think the excitement of getting fucked up is gone and now all i do is try not to blow my buzz, and when someone forces me to blow my buzz i get really pissed off. the worst is when you're at work or when your girlfriend wants you to have sex when you're just trying to relax and wait out your buzz.
 
brianxymox said:
I honestly used to get so pissed at the little things that would fuck with my high, just the little insignificant shit, and I'd damn near blow a vein in my forehead. Then I realized being pissy all the time was a waste of my high and my money, and now I just talk myself down if the voices of anger get too uppity... otherwise I don't see the use in taking opiates at all. I take them for the big warm blanket, the dark sunglasses, the indian summer air moving the trees in slow-mo. The fuzzy visions... not the pissy at the drop of a hat tantrums now.
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exactly! well, that's what I try to do (talk myself down from the anger) cause, yeah, it does spoil the euphoria of opiates! This is so weird, I was just thinking about this, wondering if I was the only one! I'm really REALLY trying to get enough control of my brain to do what brianxymox said, and just talk myself down. No use ruining a beautiful high!

Thanks, OP, for bringing up this topic, as I thought there was something wrong w/ me or something. Wait, there's lots wrong w/ me, just not this particular subject...:p
 
yep...I wouldn't call it rage but it sure gives people a bad attitude sometimes. My girl does a complete 180 when on opiates. It pissed me off to no end. In fact that's why we quit. lol.
 
yeah i get some pretty serious rage sometimes when i'm on H. It seems like i;m just kind of short with people and i have no tolerance for them. i try to kind of just ignore other people and not let it bug me. when someone is doing some lame shit and it starts annoying you or pissing you off, just leave the room, or go smoke a cig and enjoy the fact that you are high and you dont have to deeal with your friend being lame
 
biggerstronger said:
yep...I wouldn't call it rage but it sure gives people a bad attitude sometimes. My girl does a complete 180 when on opiates. It pissed me off to no end. In fact that's why we quit. lol.
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I guess I'm the same as your gilr! I try to just be extra patient w/ my hubby, cause the last thing I want to do when I'm warm and fuzzy is argue! plus, I damn-sure don't want to quit!
 
What sucked was the fact that I was high on them too and she will nit-pick every little thing. She is one of those types that gets hyper(aggressive) when taking them. She is suddenly in the mood to move a million things around, clean are whole house, and do stuff when I just want to chill and relax. The aggressive part is when she starts nagging, and nagging and flips out at the tiniest of things or starts break dancing in the streets because she has so much energy. lol. The last one is a bit of stretch but I swear it is so annoying to want to chill out and relax on some opiates then have another person fuck it up. It sucks even more when they only do that when they are on them.
 
biggerstronger said:
She is one of those types that gets hyper(aggressive) when taking them. She is suddenly in the mood to move a million things around, clean are whole house, and do stuff when I just want to chill and relax.
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I don't really get agressive (nothing really makes me aggressive, I don't like that feeling, guess thats why I love the downers) but opiates do make me chatty.

or starts break dancing in the streets because she has so much energy. lol. The last one is a bit of stretch but I swear it is so annoying to want to chill out and relax on some opiates then have another person fuck it up. It sucks even more when they only do that when they are on them.
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LOL, I wish they could make me break dance in the street though, I'd break dance for tips. Not money tips, pill tips =D
 
I Know this all too well myself . the smallest damn thing will set me off if ive just dosed and its starting to kick in and people just wont leave me the fuck alone . i can be watching a movie and people will constanlty come into my room asking me all these damn questions that i sure as fuck dont give a shit about EVERY hour on the hour sometimes . If ive put something somewhere and i go looking for it and its been moved . look the fuck out that sends me right off too . but sometimes it will be nothing my irratibility level just never seems to go down if im doped up .
 
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