Opioids Opana and Morphine...looking for input

[Taz_Mania_Girl]

First of all hello! I am a frequent visitor, but have only posted a couple of times. I love the site and have learned so much from your collective knowledge.

Here's the deal. I have a neurological disease (Multiple Sclerosis) that causes unspeakable pain, with breaks between relapses thank God, or I wouldn't be here. I was diagnosed 12 years ago, and have been on every pain med known to man. My tolerance is very high as a result. My drug of choice is dilaudid, but only in the hospital where I can get it through an IV. I don't do needles. I am married with children, and needles are simply out of the question although I certainly understand the allure and don't judge. Another reason I like this site is that there is no judgement flying around like you see on other sites.

Anyway, I've been to two pain mgmt. doctors, and I really like my current one. He's very empathetic, and knows the hell that can be my life from time to time. I won't dwell on the pain - we've all been there. I am seeking your wisdom and feedback!!

I just got refills on my pills yesterday. I'm good about never running out early, but my husband had to help me by monitoring my pills. I have pain, but I do love to get high - just being honest. I used to hate running out of pills each month, and going through God awful w/d, and swearing I would be better next time. Can some of you relate to that one??

Well, when I get my prescriptions all renewed, there's a little wiggle room there, so I treat myself to a little party. I have nothing to do today but chill, so I wanted to get high and have a nice relaxing day. (I am an actress and the hours are horrid, so I relish in my "free days".

So the meds I have are sixty 20mg Opanas ER, 180 Morphine 15mg IR, Backlofen, Lyrica, and Klonopin. Oh and some Soma.

I started my party with snorting 30mg Opana, after swallowing one 20mg Opana. The extended release is easy .... split pills, grind to powder and snort. For the Morphine I plugged 60mg. I also took two Baclofen and 3 Klonopin. Oh, and I ate a cheeseburger before taking the Opana because from what I understand fatty foods potentiate the Opana.

This is the most I have ever done, and I actually feel a little worried. I can maintain well when I'm messed up (acting and all), and if I get dizzy, bump into things, need to lie down I have the perfect excuse that my disease is acting up, since that is some of the neurological b.s. that happens to me.

I wanted to get feedback from those of you who use Opana and/or Morphine regularly (snorting, plugging, etc). In my estimation I think I should be okay but just want to run it by the amazing expert panel you have here. I am 5'9 and 130 pounds, so on the thin side and alcohol knocks me out way before most of my friends. I don't drink, and would never mix pills with booze.

Do you think I have anything to worry about? Is that a lot of Opana? I was prescribed it last month, so it's relatively new to me. From what I've read it can sort of creep up on you. When I have taken it orally as prescribed, I don't feel buzzed in the least, but it has been really beneficial for the pain. I'm not so worried about Morphine -- have done that quite a few times at much higher doses with no bad effects. I suppose I'm just concerned about the mixing of it all.

I'm pretty sure everything will be good and fun, but wanted to get your feedback.

Thanks so much. I've been sort of nervous to post here...still a newbie. Oh, and I started my party about 15 minutes ago and feeling very relaxed and happy

Thanks in advance for any comments.

TAZ

 

[bunge]

Hi Taz, welcome to the site.
Oxymorphone (opana) is a very potent opioid (even with high tolerence) and mixing with clonazepam (klonopin) is usually a big no-no, remember opioids and benzos can be remarkably safe on their own but lethal when mixed.

Having said that, you managed to write a concise, detailed and rather long post with no mistakes, so im gonna say you should be alright.

Bad things to watch for (or even better, someone else to watch for)
1.very shallow breathing

2.loss of or near loss of consciousness.

3.severe vomiting

4.severe loss of cognition, ie. inability to walk or speak.

Tell somebody you trust what you have took and to keep an eye on you. Alot of those meds are extended release or long acting so your nowhere near peak effect yet.

No more meds for you today, I think.lol
Be safe Taz and again welcome to bluelight (anything else I can help with, dont hesitate to ask).

Please post back so I know your ok.
Its worrying when people post about dangerous drug combos and then dont answer back.
Hope your safe.

 

[Taz_Mania_Girl]

Hi Bunge! Thank you so much for your reply. I fell asleep, sort of. You know that feeling when you just drift off but not quite asleep or awake? I'm becoming more alert now, having some iced tea and feeling lucid-ish, hahaha. I will be okay. I know what you mean when you see someone who has taken perhaps too much but then never wite back in and you are are left worried. I'm reliable if nothing else at the moment. This high is VERY geavy and sedating. But I will be A-OK. Thank you for the warm welcome and for wanting me to check back inThat is so nice!!!. My typing sucks right now. Sloooooow. Will write again later, My hubby is here, and my little guy is at a sleep-over (hence my party for one). Feels so amazing to be outta pain!!!! Take care, will write back later or tomorrow!!! xoxo Ashley

edited to add your name!!

 

[bunge]

Your welcome Taz (or would you prefer Ashley?), I glad your husband was there to keep an eye on you.
Every fatal OD ive ever known was because that person was doing powerful opiates alone, I didnt want to hear about another one.

Anyway, morbid stuff aside im glad your ok and got to enjoy a night without pain...dont get too used to that much oxymorphone too often though, tolerence is a bitch when treating chronic pain!lol

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

If you were able to sit down and write out that whole post... you're fine.

I mean, you asked if that was "a lot" of opiates. There really isn't an answer to that question. Yes, for some people that is.. for others, it's nothing. Tolerance is a powerful thing.

What you have to be careful of, is if you continue to take higher doses of your meds to get fucked up, your tolerance will grow rapidly, and then your normal scripted amounts will not work anymore.. so you will be in pain. Then you'll be in a bad spot.

 

[Taz_Mania_Girl]

Hi! I didn't realize there were other replies to the post that I had missed. Sorry for the late reply. I always want to respond if someone takes the time to post. Thank you guys for your replies.

My meds have been changed up a bit, for the better! I take 30mg Opana ER (they use a generic, my doc just puts oxymorphone so it's not the actual Opana with the timer x bs) and I also take 10 mg Opana IR 4 times a day, Lyrica 300mg 4 x day. So I'm off the morphine which did absolutely nothing for me pain wise or recreationally.

I am really pleased with the Opana. I don't snort the ER, but do snort the IR. It crushes up into a very fine powder very easily, and doesn't take all the extra work to get to the powder - it's already just there. I know the ERs can be broken down and I've read through all the various ways to do this, but it's basically just too much of a pain, I don't feel high from the ERs, but I can tell they do help very much with pain, And since I have the IRs for fun and pain relief, I'm a very happy girl! :D

Anyway. thank you guys again for the info you provided. I love this site and will be around.

Oh, and bunge, I prefer Taz but Ashley is fine too,

Taz

 

[hypno-toad]

You are quite the trooper, being able to write that much being 15 minutes in. Although I've never had any specific mg, I'm quite experienced with raw Opana. Usually a bag and a half will do me good for the night. If I get to two, I'd be most likely throwing up, burning up, and having an anxiety attack. The first sign I always look for if I think I snorted too much is a rise in my temperature. I know opiates make me run hotter, but that's oer the course of an hour or so. If I start to feel hot within say 10-15 minutes, I know I've done too much. I'll also get slightly dizzy as well. You're a bit taller than me, but we weigh about the same. Opana is my all time favorite besides perc 30's. You should be okay with that amount, just do a little less next time and build it up. Be safe, have fun, enjoy your ride.

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

I'm quite experienced with raw Opana. Usually a bag and a half will do me good for the night.

Ha what? You buy bags or precrushed opana? Raw Opana..? Haha.

 

[Sprout]

You are quite the trooper, being able to write that much being 15 minutes in. Although I've never had any specific mg, I'm quite experienced with raw Opana. Usually a bag and a half will do me good for the night. If I get to two, I'd be most likely throwing up, burning up, and having an anxiety attack. The first sign I always look for if I think I snorted too much is a rise in my temperature. I know opiates make me run hotter, but that's oer the course of an hour or so. If I start to feel hot within say 10-15 minutes, I know I've done too much. I'll also get slightly dizzy as well. You're a bit taller than me, but we weigh about the same. Opana is my all time favorite besides perc 30's. You should be okay with that amount, just do a little less next time and build it up. Be safe, have fun, enjoy your ride.

If you're buying pre-crushed Oxymorphone then stop immediately and find a dealer that isn't an unscrupulous douchebag. You may be getting a few mg's of OM, yes, but fuck knows what else is in there? You may trust the dealer, but why doesn't he just sell the pills...?
Plus, are you sure it's not dope being shifted without the stigma?

 

[opiatekrzy]

When it comes to seeking true pain relief, I'm not a fan of fast acting/short acting opioids. Morphine works pretty well for pain and the mscontin, and time release. Morphines last all day even into the next day, this is all based on my opinion . Opana to me is a speedy energetic opiate effect that has a very short duration, and. More euphoric effects rather than painkilling