Geaux Tigers!
Bluelighter
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Hey, everybody,
It's been exactly two weeks now since a best friend and colleague overdosed off of my medicine.
I gave him #90 2mg. alprazolam "bars" Thursday evening. This is our typical deal. I know he likes them, and I know he deals them too. Nothing disastrous has ever happened, so I thought nothing about it.
The last communication between us was on Facebook Messenger on our iPhones around 9:45PM:
Him: About to hit the barge.
I snorted some of that oxyMOREphone you gave me lol.
Last thing he ever read from me was my reply:
Me: Haha, good times. Just be careful, you're an amateur haha.
^^^
I feel like I killed him.
I'm kinda about to cry right now typing this, but I feel like he ate more pills or snorted more to prove to me that he wasn't an amateur.
I was just being sarcastic, and I never thought about overdosing, passing out or death. Toxicology report confirms that he died of my Opana and Xanax that I provided him. No alcohol or other drugs in his system.
He was always careful about dosing too, never did more than a third of an Opana 10mg. IR, and no more than a bar at a time. I guess he went all out or something; whatever the case, he's dead.
I feel terrible about the situation.
What do you guys think? Ever been in a similar situation? Did I kill him?
Appreciate input!
It's been exactly two weeks now since a best friend and colleague overdosed off of my medicine.
I gave him #90 2mg. alprazolam "bars" Thursday evening. This is our typical deal. I know he likes them, and I know he deals them too. Nothing disastrous has ever happened, so I thought nothing about it.
The last communication between us was on Facebook Messenger on our iPhones around 9:45PM:
Him: About to hit the barge.

Last thing he ever read from me was my reply:
Me: Haha, good times. Just be careful, you're an amateur haha.
^^^
I feel like I killed him.
I'm kinda about to cry right now typing this, but I feel like he ate more pills or snorted more to prove to me that he wasn't an amateur.
I was just being sarcastic, and I never thought about overdosing, passing out or death. Toxicology report confirms that he died of my Opana and Xanax that I provided him. No alcohol or other drugs in his system.
He was always careful about dosing too, never did more than a third of an Opana 10mg. IR, and no more than a bar at a time. I guess he went all out or something; whatever the case, he's dead.
I feel terrible about the situation.
What do you guys think? Ever been in a similar situation? Did I kill him?
Appreciate input!