One In A Million ?

[LysergicEpiphany]

How come when anybody else I know rolls they always have the fattest grin on their face ? Every time I take pills I always feel overwhelmed and nauseous, it also worsens my HPPD and I Trip quite intensely off them... Lemme get this straight, I love Ketamine, LSD, Cannabis Ect. but never feel like the effects are 'Too Strong', should I just try a lower dosage ? I normally double drop to get the 'trippy' side. Peace

 

[06blkredline]

Maybe you should start out with taking 1 pill and then taking a 2nd one an hour or 2 later. Also, have you tested the pills you've been getting?

 

[boltfan909]

How come when anybody else i know rolls they always have the fattest grin on their face ? Every time i take pills i always feel overwhelmed and nauseous, it also worsens my HPPD and i Trip white intensely off them... Lemme get this straight i love Ketamine, LSD, Cannabis Ect. but never feel like the effects are 'Too Strong', should i just try a lower dosage ? I normally double drop to get the 'trippy' side. Peace

You answered your own question man. You get "overwhelmed and nauseous" because you are double dropping (more than likely at least). You can still get all the trippy effects, just try to ease into your roll a little more.


This kinda confuses me, the whole idea of double dropping is to basically be overwhelmed, yet its the same reason you don't like it?

 

[roganmaster]

I know the exact feeling of being overwhelmed and the others here have hit it perfectly on the head: you're taking too much at first.

Try taking only 1 or 1.5 pills to start with and boost it an hour in.

 

[its.euphoric]

Because usually.. when you roll, it releases oxytocin, oxytocin, just makes you want to smile.. I don't know why, but I get the same type of feeling just by touching things actually. Like if I touch really soft things for a while I start to get this overwhelming feeling of peace and I just can't help but smile.

But why good things are happening to you when rolling.. I don't know, maybe you're a lightweight? Or it isn't digesting well.. I don't know really.

 

[SOYCD]

Why are you taking MDMA if you have hppd? I have it and I can't even image rolling again until my symptoms really start fading... shit, smoking cigs makes it 100x worse..

 

[boltfan909]

Why are you taking MDMA if you have hppd? I have it and I can't even image rolling again until my symptoms really start fading... shit, smoking cigs makes it 100x worse..

How much rolling did you do before you developed hppd? if you dont mind me askin'...

 

[SOYCD]

How much rolling did you do before you developed hppd? if you dont mind me askin'...

My hppd was brought on mostly by DXM, K and Mushrooms, I only started using MDMA this year. Rolled 5 times. I also started smoking pot a lot more which seems to gradually make it worse, but manageable. My last time rolling seems to be what really fucked me.

 

[boltfan909]

My hppd was brought on mostly by DXM, K and Mushrooms, I only started using MDMA this year. Rolled 5 times. I also started smoking pot a lot more which seems to gradually make it worse, but manageable. My last time rolling seems to be what really fucked me.

I see.. Definitely a major concern. I am a rook (rolled twice), well actually only rolled once it was the Wife and I's first time and we were in Vegas, the people we were with popped both night, I took 1.5 the first and 1 the second, I really didnt roll the 2nd night. I knew it was a bad idea but it was our first 2 times and also knew it would be months if not longre b4 I did it again. From what I have read hppd sounds horrid! Best of luck to you!

 

[Des Mors Morde]

Double dropping isn't good for ppeople who are newer to ecstasy. I'm starting out myself and I only take one and a few hours into my roll I pop another. Double dropping is suposed to be awesome but you should probably hold off on it for a while, let your body build a tolerance and then double drop. From what I hear it's way crazier than taking one pill even after you develope a tolerance.

 

[ShAYZoN]

Taking bad pills possiably

 

[LysergicEpiphany]

Let me start by answering a few questions... 1) I had my HPPD before I started using drugs, and I am sure that it will never go away, it is a problem i will have to live with and doesn't bother me. 2) I obviously love being overwhelmed with effects, not side effects, for that would be insane in my opinion. 3) If I just take one pill it doesn't give me the visual effects I want, I may be lacking serotonin because i have battered them over the last year, I never get the 'body rushes' users go on about, I just feel like crap. I have taken A lot more pills than many on here that believe they are 'experienced', and yes of course I am a lightweight, i weigh in at 7.5st I am not an anxious person at all, today is the first day i haven't smoked cannabis in 3 years but I have never felt more paranoid/ anxious than I would whilst sober. These pills are from a trusted source, they are more 'chilled' than most beans around, normally i find that they feel more on the Amp side when I drop. I also have GERD and possibly A stomach ulcer, i just always though Mud was non-toxic so it would travel through my stomach and bowel just as food would ? Could it be something as simply at the bullets are cut with caffeine ? I can not drink Tea/ Coffee/ Caffeinated soft drinks as they trigger my acid reflux. I know I've dragged on here, but i feel it necessary. or i wouldn't have posted this thread in the first place, Thanks for your help. Peace

 

[girlygrrl]

Get some 5-HTP. It is kinda expensive, but it is very very worth it if you're messing with MDMA. I was thinking it wouldn't do anything for me but quite frankly it makes all the difference in the world. If you think your serotonin is low then 5-HTP is the cure for that.

 

[boltfan909]

Get some 5-HTP. It is kinda expensive, but it is very very worth it if you're messing with MDMA. I was thinking it wouldn't do anything for me but quite frankly it makes all the difference in the world. If you think your serotonin is low then 5-HTP is the cure for that.

Shit gave me some scary ass dreams.. I only took it like 2-3 days but man, I really didn't like the dreams at all! lol

 

[ShAYZoN]

Lol it's probably due to bad pills. And I thought you get HPPD from using stims/psychdelics considering HPPD stands for--Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder

 

[AylaV]

MDxx isn't about visual effects. It's about the feeling you get while you're on it (emotional and physical). You seem like you're a psychedelics person. Maybe keep an eye on 6-APB? That's supposed to be similar to MDA (the more psychedelic MDxx molecule) except even more psychedelic. It's completely possible that MDMA just isn't your thing!

 

[Mr_Fluffykins]

in the diagnosis criteria for hppd it has to be caused by drugs,

maybe your just that one in a million person that doesnt react well to it, ive seen a few people that hapens to, and also theres a sweet spot to dosing, and if youdose more then that the side effects go up, but the euhoria doesnt really

 

[LysergicEpiphany]

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MDxx isn't about visual effects. It's about the feeling you get while you're on it (emotional and physical). You seem like you're a psychedelics person. Maybe keep an eye on 6-APB? That's supposed to be similar to MDA (the more psychedelic MDxx molecule) except even more psychedelic. It's completely possible that MDMA just isn't your thing!

in the diagnosis criteria for hppd it has to be caused by drugs,

maybe your just that one in a million person that doesnt react well to it, ive seen a few people that hapens to, and also theres a sweet spot to dosing, and if youdose more then that the side effects go up, but the euhoria doesnt really

Lol it's probably due to bad pills. And I thought you get HPPD from using stims/psychdelics considering HPPD stands for--Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder

I have tried boosting my serotonin levels with Seratone, but my brother only has one left so im not getting that, and dont have the money to spend at the moment [its all going in the kitty for when 6-APB hits the vendors ] MDxx have never really been my thing, the first couple of times I rolled I was at parties [illegal raves] and loved being able to stay awake longer without feeling tired, but since ive started poppin' at home most weekends the love has slowly faded. I dont get the 'intense body rushes and euphoria' most users talk about, I just feel overly stimulated and quite sick, but like how connected to people I feel whilst under the influence. HPPD is quite a loosely used term IMHO, I see colourful static on everything I look at and cant block it out like a normal person... It only bothers me when i go to bed and seems to be worsened by the use of MDMA [And strangely not by psyches, but im not sure if I just dont notice it because of the beautiful afterglow that succumbs?] I have got both eyes well and truly watching 4-Desoxy-MDA, seems more like my thing as i have tried MDA once and had a relatively enjoyable time, short lasting though ofcourse as my favourite ROA at the time was my 20cm bong The question about the pills being 'bad' will be answered as soon as my free test kit arrives, but they are off such a trusted source I dont feel the need to waste the kit on them, not just some teenage drug dealer commenting 'yer there banging, get you off yer nuts' Rofl. Thanks for the comments and advice, Peace

 

[AylaV]

[its all going in the kitty for when 6-APB hits the vendors ] MDxx have never really been my thing, the first couple of times I rolled I was at parties [illegal raves] and loved being able to stay awake longer without feeling tired, but since ive started poppin' at home most weekends the love has slowly faded. I dont get the 'intense body rushes and euphoria' most users talk about, I just feel overly stimulated and quite sick, but like how connected to people I feel whilst under the influence.

hehehe.. i had a feeling you were already looking at it Honestly from that description of your MDMA experience, I'd say you lost what magic you had right at the beginning. Maybe you could give piracetam a try?

 

[LysergicEpiphany]

Thanks for the advice.

hehehe.. i had a feeling you were already looking at it Honestly from that description of your MDMA experience, I'd say you lost what magic you had right at the beginning. Maybe you could give piracetam a try?

I have heard of piracetam, but due to the nausea I already feel when i roll, im not sure throwing more chemicals into the toxic waste bin that is my stomach is such a good idea :/ Think ill just wait for the Desoxy TBH, I got most of the beans free of charge anyway, always prefered base for some reason ? Peace