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One experience I can't seem to get again!

justme123

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Right this is the situation;

I have taken MDMA about 14 times, and loved every single experience I have had with it, but one more than the rest. I have always taken one 250mg capsule of MDMA and had brilliant times, but the one time I enjoyed most (about the 8 the time I rolled) I had one 180mg capsule then 3 hours later another 180mg.

The reason this was different to the other times was because I had all the classic ecstacy effects, empathy, happiness, loved up feeling, etc. However I also had very realistic open eye and closed eye visuals (most realistic was seeing some police officers dancing in the middle of a crowd) and 'eye wiggles'. Another of the more interesting effects was when I closed my eyes at one point I really thought I was having a conversation with the lad standing next to me and his mate, which I wasn't.

Anyway this all happened BEFORE I dropped the second 180 capsule, apart from the conversation in my head with the fella next to me.

My point is the 'eye wiggles' and visuals happened at a lower dose than i was used to, and I just can't get these effects again no matter what I do. I have tried upping my dosage, tried splitting the dose into two smaller amounts, I tried some MDMA of the same person I got this 'unusual' batch from and nothing has worked! I couldn't tell you how strong it was, but my friend who gets it off this person regularly said it was stronger than what he usually has.

Anyway I enjoyed these aspects of MDMA I hadn't seen before (eye wiggles, visuals, conversations in my head with other people :p) so I would like to get these effects again. Was it the strength? Was there likely something else in with the MD? Any help greatly appreciated
 
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Impossible to say, but it sounds like it could've been MDA.

I was going to say the same thing.

I had some closed eye visuals once when I thought it was MDMA. Found out later it was MDA. I didn't enjoy it quite as much as MDMA, but I can see why some would enjoy it more.
 
I find focussing on that one perfect time rolling makes it difficult to enjoy my experiences after that- aside from taking breaks and pre-loading with piracetam, you can't control how fabulous the experience is going to be. Picking the right setting is essential, and trying not to get to anticipatory about it.

As far as your 8th experience being more psychedelic than others, the possibility of it being due to MDA or a 2c is there, but no one can tell you for sure unless you have the pills and acquire a full testing kit.
 
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